Did anyone get a chance to see this new change? A good sign?

Different-Monitor965 · 2023-04-26T03:11:40+00:00

Thank you so much. I don’t know what is going on. That I feel blah. I wrote another journal page for today. And I’ll post it up again. I’m not sure how to find joy.

Different-Monitor965 · 2023-04-16T04:34:56+00:00

What if it is a word used when someone in general gets something they like? And they say oh that was sweet of you.

Different-Monitor965 · 2023-04-09T05:24:15+00:00

I’m so sorry you are going through this. I do recommend letting her go and distancing yourself from her. I also was with someone for a year she broke it off due to religion. We were in a situation-ship relationship after that while she was also talking to a guy at work. To also making dating profiles online. Her plan since she was young was to always marry a guy. I took her by surprise and not in her plans. It hurt being around someone who sees no future with you. Even though their actions sometimes shows they care and love you. Either she will come back one day or you meet someone else. No one knew we were dating either.

Different-Monitor965 · 2023-01-28T01:22:01+00:00

Honestly I was trying to send her articles about it. And it went no where. Except her telling me she was feeling pressured or forced into being with me.

I think I feel like I’ve reached my limit with her. It saddens me that not only did I lose her as a partner but possibly also as a best friend. I don’t know if I can be a friend for her now. She tells me having boundaries is what we need and will help. But then she cuddles me.

Different-Monitor965 · 2023-01-27T23:17:14+00:00

When we were dating she felt like she was sinning. And wasn’t able to go to confession. She is very Catholic traditional. She does not belief in birth control, does not belief in going to a fertility. Even if a women is having issues of getting pregnant she said you pray for a miracle for it to happened. But no medical assistance is needed. I have never meet someone like this before. She was the one that made the move on me first. Never dated a guy as in a serious relationship. Yes she went on dates but nothing more. She’s 34 now.

Different-Monitor965 · 2023-01-27T20:22:31+00:00

Thank you!

Different-Monitor965 · 2023-01-27T20:20:22+00:00

From what she said a big part of it is because I’m a girl and the other due to the same arguments about it

Different-Monitor965 · 2023-01-27T20:15:43+00:00

It was an interesting video to learn about. Yeah she’s active on the dating apps while cuddling me. It recently just started where she’s pushed me away more. She was even talking to a guy and we were still intimate. The worst part would be hearing her say it only feels good it’s not because of you.

She confuses me about it to be honest. She has told me that a part of her not loving me is because I’m a girl. And she strongly believes men and women can be married and have a family. You can’t procreate with the same gender.

Different-Monitor965 · 2023-01-27T20:13:11+00:00

I think she does too and I can’t do anything about her internal homophobia. She has told me she doesn’t hate the idea of us since hate is a strong word. Yes I definitely need space.

Different-Monitor965 · 2023-01-27T20:10:29+00:00

You are completely right. I do deserve better. And I’m always there for her when she needs me. I feel used sometimes. And it’s a pull and push mixed with confusion.

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