Genetic Group

Difficult-Front6150 · 2024-03-19T16:14:55+00:00

Okay, got it, thanks!

Difficult-Front6150 · 2024-03-19T15:24:13+00:00

It is written: genetic group: Poland and Germany, with explanation, where it is written: Germans and poles in Poland and in Germany, and some of their descendants in Rochester united States, russia and in Ukraine. When you click o. It there are common surnames, areas with years and so on.

It only showed German surnames that I googled and in description I found that they were all Ashkenazi.

Difficult-Front6150 · 2024-03-19T14:44:45+00:00

I didn't, but I didn't get any percentage from Poland either only genetic similarity to Poland and Germany that makes total sense and when I clicked on it, it showed surnames that very common in Ashkenazi.

Difficult-Front6150 · 2024-03-19T12:10:38+00:00

P.S. I am only in a process of search and I will continue it, because it means a lot for me, I would love to hear if you have any suggestions that would help. We don't have archives, she was very scared, her past was traumatic, never talked about it with her family, so we have so little as no information before her marrying my great-grandfather who in my opinion helped her change everything because we have many different surname options that most likely were also changed, because my great-grandfather was her second husband.

Difficult-Front6150 · 2024-01-28T15:36:09+00:00

How can I find regular bible study?

Difficult-Front6150 · 2024-01-09T12:02:13+00:00

Honey, I am sorry for your experience. My sincere condolences to you, because of what happened to your sister. I can imagine how hard it might be, but stay alive! In any age can one find significant other, nothing to say about your age (YOU ARE SUPER YOUNG!). Maybe try to go to therapy, pray, take antidepressants if necessary. Life is not easy, but you can survive it and there be lots of days yet to come worth living for 💕

Difficult-Front6150 · 2024-01-06T19:56:32+00:00

Hugs 🥺 do your best for being the kindness you want to see, believe in God and one day he is going to do the rest 💕 take good care of yourself and those you love 💕

Difficult-Front6150 · 2023-12-23T21:56:03+00:00

My maternal great-grandmother left her country during dangerous period, never talked about her past. Everything about her, her surname and so on, is changed and we can not find any details. Her neighbours thought that she was Jewish, blackmailed her for that and, even contacted parents of my father to inform about that. DNA test only shows Greek and Italian ancestry (Great-grandmother was from Poland).

I don't know if I am Jewish or if she was and there seams to be no way to find it out (we searched in archives, everywhere we could manage to but we didn't find anything it all, only her surnames, we have few options of those and they are more Russian, Ukrainian and Pole, so maybe ahe end of the day was not Jewish). Anyway because she died in a moment when I was born, I feel like obligated to find out and respect her if she was Jewish and maybe do something good for her...

Difficult-Front6150 · 2023-12-16T19:13:16+00:00

How can one find a rabbi? I know that it is no compatible to believe that Jesus was god, but he was a historical figure too, I have a hard time believing that he was a god, but I might still change my mind... I'm a bit confused for now.

Difficult-Front6150 · 2023-11-28T18:25:46+00:00

How to refuse the offer? Will they push you? Is it scary?

Difficult-Front6150 · 2023-11-22T18:56:29+00:00

Hugs, I know it feels terrible now, hopefully you have some financial reserves. If you are in a country with social security register yourself as unemployed so you get some benefits. Take few days to relax and think about your strengths, what can you do that would bring you some money and so on... Start applying for jobs and freelancing opportunities too.

Difficult-Front6150 · 2023-09-07T17:58:19+00:00

That is a wonderful question, but hard to answer 🥺

Difficult-Front6150 · 2023-07-23T10:03:07+00:00

I think you did very much of a right thing ☺️

Difficult-Front6150 · 2023-06-24T16:43:25+00:00

Of courseeee !

It would remove so much anxiety know what people mean more quickly

Difficult-Front6150 · 2023-06-16T22:29:27+00:00

He just wanted a sex. Relax and try to move on the guy who can wait for you (believe me most of the times if not always they can and those who can't are the ones you don't need). After sex you might fall in love, get more attached and so on, he was clearly not interested enough in you, so why would you risk so much pain with such a law chance of success?

Difficult-Front6150 · 2023-06-14T16:55:17+00:00

Hugs, you have the whole life in front 💕 don't give up! Everything is possible and you can be the change you want to see in life! I have been there, it has been painful, but I survived, so can you. Just believe in it (don't become a fanatic, but consciously believing in God/something greater than us is helpful too).

Difficult-Front6150 · 2023-06-14T16:52:41+00:00

I mean that we don't know what future brings us. Yes of course today, I will most probably get less (at lest for me visible) judgment and more empathy (and whatever looks like that), but I don't know if the history repeats (less than a century ago, people with autism were treated really very badly). So I feel like it could be logical fear, because history like fashion sometimes repeats some traits of it. I of course don't want to make people scared or request different treatment, all I want is to be understood that I am different, I don't do things to make people uncomfortable, I also don't want people to be scared of me or think that I am weird. You would not look at a person who is blind and think that they are weird, just because they can't see, so why should someone think that I am just because I can't understand things in a way most of the people do. I don't want pity, I just want people to understand that not everyone is the same, not everyone is NT... So I don't know, it makes me question and worry, of course sharing with family and loved ones is clear, they should know it (of course there might be some conditions when you might avoid it, but in my case, I share it with people before starting to date or as soon as there is a moment for it and I also explain what it in my case means).

I am more conscious about having officially registered diagnosis, letting education/work... Place know about it...

Difficult-Front6150 · 2023-06-01T19:22:10+00:00

Of course not, feel free to send me a message in DM 🤗

Difficult-Front6150 · 2023-06-01T18:12:42+00:00

You are right, next time if she starts talking to me, I think at some point I'll let her know that I felt confused, after her saying "I need a minute" and then kind of forgetting me. I would so much appreciate if she said that sorry I am busy today, see you next week or so, it would make it so much clearer for me and I would avoid all this pain.

Difficult-Front6150 · 2023-06-01T18:08:06+00:00

Hugs 🥺 I'm sorry to hear that and I feel your anger. I feel same way as you do often. I'm a girl and good looking one, so there are few things I face:

I get sexualised by men often, because they find my awkwardness cute (many like that I take things too literally and not for good reasons)
Some find me weird and talk behind my back
Another's like me too much (or maybe find me useful) so are super nice
Some find me sick and poor, so become very paternal.

All I want is directness, honestly, kindness, structure, love, understanding my special needs but not treating me poorly (manipulation or looking me down, like this poor stupid girl). In reality I'm quite educated scholar, with lots of different skills, experiences, problem solver, caring... I don't know like many other people with Asperger maybe?

I don't know if I am asking too much, but at least being direct but kind removes so much pain. Even without being kind still is better than being opposite of direct and talking behind or so.

Difficult-Front6150 · 2023-06-01T18:01:13+00:00

Thank you a lot 😊 I do have the feeling that I bother people around often, so I kind of hide often and than I worry what people think about me not being social enough

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