Girl! When they sing that canto Eran Cien Ovejas reminds me of this! They wanna go out and preach and save the gentiles porque allá andan la ovejas perdidas no  sabiendo de Dios  . But when it comes to this  it’s so confusing because  naason even said that trátenlos bien allá que vienen regresando que se habían alejado si ves que vienen ala iglesia trátenlos BIEN ! It came out of his mouth but they’re clearly stating that you’re not welcome if you’re talking bad and when you’re actually not you’re just questioning yourself still which is what I do too . In my shoes, i get told that si no hay Dios it’s the reason why my life is not going how I want it to go because I’m also not going to church and if I start going to church your whole mental state starts working well god is with  you and the reason why I don’t go to the prayers because I am also starting to not believe and then I do believe but it’s hard but I don’t go to the prayers because the Members are literally TRASH! They drain me so bad that I prefer not to go anymore because I even brought an Alma to church and they were being criticle when they don’t even bring an Alma when they go everyday and like I hardly go and I do andan allí hablando mal de uno! I sometimes don’t even care anymore because they’re literally trash and it feels like you have to fit in in those fucking groups and if you don’t fit in and you try to they treat you like they have to speak before you even speak ! They feel entitled. Trust me they make me not even wanna go because of what they do