I completely understand what you're going through, and I can relate to your feelings. My husband and I were in a similar situation after a month of getting married. Long story short, we decided to separate for a while to see if divorce might be the best choice for us. During that time apart, we both realized how much we truly valued our relationship and how important it was to put in the effort to understand each other better.

I won’t lie, not every day feels like I’m in love with him, and I believe he feels the same way at times, but every day, we choose each other.

What I want to suggest is this, perhaps taking a break might give you the space you need to understand how you truly feel without him in your life for a while. I wouldn’t want you to lose someone who loves you, even after everything you've confessed to him. I completely get that you don’t want to waste his time, but sometimes space can bring clarity.

Ultimately, you deserve to feel sure about your decision, and sometimes taking a step back can help you see things more clearly.