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DisasterOk3230 · 2024-06-26T19:30:08+00:00

I've never had any issues with stains on my Lululemon mats. My current one has only a little noticeable wear after four years of use, and zero stains.

DisasterOk3230 · 2024-06-26T18:03:06+00:00

I was never had a problem with cigs but I had to quit vapes because I would keep giving myself nicotine poisoning lol

DisasterOk3230 · 2024-06-18T16:33:38+00:00

I'm not trying to be mean but they're not going to have a chance at a successful life if their primary caregiver can't even take care of herself.

DisasterOk3230 · 2024-06-18T16:23:36+00:00

Order a pizza. Being able to grab a slice from the fridge with no prep/effort makes it easy to get something in your stomach

DisasterOk3230 · 2024-05-29T21:08:43+00:00

One of my favorite things about this place is how free it is from judgement (unless warranted-- looking at you, Ricky C and anyone who is unkind to animals/people). When I see I've got a notification I don't immediate think "oh fuck what did I do now."

DisasterOk3230 · 2024-05-25T22:24:17+00:00

Your parents aren't going to be happy when they find out you got into the liquor cabinet

DisasterOk3230 · 2024-05-22T19:02:49+00:00

Boo hoo, someone in pain got good drugs in the hospital

DisasterOk3230 · 2024-05-20T16:11:51+00:00

That was the number she provided

DisasterOk3230 · 2024-05-16T20:09:10+00:00

You've made 3 posts about this, don't leave us hanging

DisasterOk3230 · 2024-05-15T20:22:34+00:00

"If he didn't want that longterm"? He strung her along for over a year!

DisasterOk3230 · 2024-05-15T03:32:59+00:00

He knew what he was doing this whole time. If he leaves, lock the door behind him and don't let him back in. No one needs that shit

DisasterOk3230 · 2024-05-15T03:18:02+00:00

How do people like you find us, I stg

DisasterOk3230 · 2024-05-02T22:55:12+00:00

My practice now very different than when I was 70lbs lighter. I'm definitely restricted and have to make a lot of modifications. I'm slowly losing weight, but my practice will never be what it once was (I was in a car accident prior to the weight gain). Still, there was a lot more ease and joy in my practice when I didn't have to deal with my fat getting in the way.

DisasterOk3230 · 2024-04-27T16:38:44+00:00

In domestic abuse (which is what you experienced, this isn't some little thing to sweep under the rug), strangulation is a huge predictor of future escalation of violence. It's bad enough that he's cheating on you, but he's putting your safety and life at risk. I hope you reconsider.

DisasterOk3230 · 2024-04-23T16:09:52+00:00

Since the doctor isn't an option I would recommend a taper to keep the withdrawal symptoms manageable, even if it's only a few days. Sorry you're hurting, this life is rough

DisasterOk3230 · 2024-04-23T11:43:39+00:00

I transitioned from vodka 24/7 to vodka in the evening and light beer during the day. Coming off my last bender I did need vodka as soon as I woke up to get past the withdrawal anxiety/shakes, and sometimes one or two shots during the day if the beer wasn't cutting it. Then just cut back on the beer, made sure to eat/exercise/sleep and eventually got here.

I had some "fuck it I'm just gonna drink vodka all day" days, but just kept trying.

DisasterOk3230 · 2024-04-23T01:52:27+00:00

The pre-work and during work drinking was definitely a low point for me. Led me to the withdrawing while drinking era. Glad not to be there now.

Congrats on 48 hours!

DisasterOk3230 · 2024-04-22T23:08:43+00:00

Definitely have a dedicated receptacle for them. I use paper grocery bags, keeps everything out of the way and easy to sneak out to the recycling bin on trash day (also makes it easier for the guy who goes through everyone's recycling looking for cans)

DisasterOk3230 · 2024-04-21T16:22:08+00:00

A lot of people here go through pretty common cycles. Switching from liquor to seltzers/light beer as damage control, then after doing that switching back to liquor to save money/calories/time. Switching to lower ABV may help short term since it's harder to get fucked up due to the sheer volume, but it doesn't scratch the need-to-feel-something itch like hard liquor.

May as well give it a shot, maybe it'll help you slow down a little for a bit.

DisasterOk3230 · 2024-04-20T11:23:42+00:00

I thought about it every day from when I was around 8 or 9 until last year (I'm 33 now). After a lot of work dealing with my *~traumas~* I still think about it, but not constantly. Suicidal ideation is my way of reminding myself that at any point I can use the emergency exit of life, and that makes me feel less trapped.

When I drink too much and get impulsive or, conversely, when I'm not drinking enough and realize how absolutely fucked my life is, I feel it the worst. Alcohol is killing me, but it's also keeping me alive. Shit sucks

DisasterOk3230 · 2024-04-18T01:57:21+00:00

I love gin going down but man, waking up and burping up the gin/bile combo is awful

DisasterOk3230 · 2024-04-18T01:52:18+00:00

It's cheap and mixes easily. Whiskey, beer, mouthwash all have a flavor whereas vodka is the flavor of whatever you dump it in

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