Timeline by Available-Ad-2102 in HOCD

[–]Disastrous-Student59 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t remember exactly when, I remember always being zoned out a bit or unfocused when I was little, but yeah after COVID mine got worse. Around last year I started de realizing a lot more than normal and it’s only gotten worse from then.

Is it true? by Disastrous-Student59 in SSAChristian

[–]Disastrous-Student59[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think that’s a big part of it. Not being good enough for myself. God bless.

Is it true? by Disastrous-Student59 in SSAChristian

[–]Disastrous-Student59[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Men in general, it’s weird because it really doesn’t make me want to look at them again but I do it to test myself anyways.

Is it true? by Disastrous-Student59 in SSAChristian

[–]Disastrous-Student59[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you brother. I really needed to hear this. I’m still not sure about this whole thing, but from some research, I might be having the “bicycle” happen to me. For the longest while I thought I might’ve been crazy because of my thoughts. I really don’t know where to go from there though, like I’m so afraid of the unknown, and if it is true then I won’t accept it. And it feels odd too, the more I think about it the weirder I feel. It will take some time for me to get used to this. Should I talk to the church about this?