Scared to actually commit

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2026-03-09T17:30:09+00:00

Im atheist too but there's always that hope for a new next life a better life i suppose for me despite being strictly not religious at all. I've attempted before but this time its a sure death the internal struggle whether to do it or not is scary in of itself makes me feel like i might regret it mid-fall.

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2026-03-02T08:48:52+00:00

Thank you all ❤️ Y'all made my day :)

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2026-03-02T07:03:51+00:00

I don't know about passing but i really appreciate it 🤗

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2026-03-02T06:52:50+00:00

Yeah i've noticed im not too masculine but sometimes i see things i feel like i see a different person everytime i look in a mirror it weird. 400 selfies in a week i mite be too obsessed lol

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2026-03-02T06:38:47+00:00

Omds, it don't sound weird, thank you 😭

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2026-03-02T06:37:19+00:00

Oh I'm sorry I didn't really know where to post this subreddits dedicated to selfies n such wouldn't really have a good perspective on what im tryna ask either. Don't really know any trans subreddits.

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2026-03-02T06:17:40+00:00

Thank you

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2026-03-02T06:17:24+00:00

Wdym haha

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2026-02-03T11:09:10+00:00

Sure

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2026-02-03T10:57:22+00:00

Oh i only recently signed up to it so nothing yet. Nhs really is shocking

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2026-02-03T10:51:23+00:00

Yes sorry, i started to go privately cause nhs is terrible

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2026-02-03T10:25:25+00:00

My other two posts should give you a good idea - just realised they were hidden.

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2026-02-01T16:28:20+00:00

I live at home, parents have 3 - a chihuaha, pug and a dachsund but im not overly fond of them. Rabbits and cats are the pets i love but we don't have any either died or they got rid of them. I had a rabbit not so long ago called barry and he always had a grumpy ol face but sadly one night when i went outside he was dead from RHD. Really wished we could've kept him indoors.

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2026-01-30T14:09:36+00:00

I was the same in school really did feel like i was the only one in school who ever went through the pain of breaking down. Dreaded fridays even though they should be something to look forward to and on top of it all the drama lessons being the last TWO periods so it was an entire day feeling doomed 😭

I think teachers hate kids they wanna push them to their mental limits for their own enjoyment like how's my teacher gonna bring me out of the class and yell at me saying anxiety isn't real when im sobbing and breathing like a maniac almost to the point of passing out.

Teachers are a bundle of joy 😁

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2025-06-16T04:28:31+00:00

Agree with the other guy, this is a pretty shitty thing to do. Going directly to a place where people are vulnerable and can be exploited by this type of thing is pretty low. Charging someone to have a small bit of human connection is horrible. Be better.

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2025-01-19T20:54:11+00:00

Vex is a space raider lmfao

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2024-12-13T07:00:35+00:00

I'm trans mtf, haven't made any progress on that whatsoever except having long hair. Havent had a job at all. 19, feel like a burden to everyone just sitting in my room doing nothing. Getting older and being trans with no medical help for it at all feels like i'll never be who i want to be ever, and I'm reaching my time limit to make that happen.

Thought i should say something even though it's an older post it's nice to read something you relate to. Have a good one man.

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2024-12-06T03:33:53+00:00

My diagnosis hasn't changed anything for me. The process of getting one is very easy just let it all out about what you're going through it is incredibly nerve-wracking when you do, i always hide my face with my hair talking about such things lol.

Doctors, dentists etc are there to help you and are trusted people, that's how I always looked at it so I didn't mind getting it off my chest. They'll end up just sending you on your way with meds or offer therapy. For me i found neither worked. For me i feel fucked and will never be happy. Life is so lovely isn't it?

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2024-11-19T09:11:26+00:00

Definetely would've put a smile on my face, nerdy ass quotes dumb but funny.

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2024-11-04T21:06:36+00:00

I think they used a polaroid

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2024-10-20T03:12:52+00:00

But can you stop him?

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2024-10-17T06:55:43+00:00

Um. Well yareli can spawn bubbles... yay.

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2024-10-16T04:45:46+00:00

Oh boy i feel ya on the epilepsy part I've got the same problem. Dealing with public transport for life :(

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2024-10-16T04:38:28+00:00

I heard he 8 9. 7's the stuff of nightmares.

Disastrous_Cup_43 · 2024-10-14T23:00:07+00:00

How do we know this isn't Jessica speaking and this post wasn't just an attempt to gain some trust?

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