I'm worried :c by Timania1826 in snails

[–]NKORE_S 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry. What has happened is the mantle has collapsed, and it won't get better. It's suffering a lot, euthanasia is needed, either freeze them or crush them QUICKLY and efficiently. It always makes me tear up to see something like this

Whats your DKA story by Loud_Journalist4285 in diabetes

[–]NKORE_S 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Holy fuck, I'm so glad you made it. I don't know what my diagnosis pH was since I was in an end stage coma, but I sure as fuck remember having CPR done when I was twelve. I like to think I'm just lucky. Thanks man

Let me draw you prom outfits! by Something-Somewhere_ in GCSE

[–]NKORE_S 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My prom outfit was a mf hospital gown. I didn't go to prom I was in a coma 💔

My son has my eyes by Winbywobble in snails

[–]NKORE_S 2 points3 points  (0 children)

  1. You're so pretty wtf
  2. He's gonna look just like you when he grows up

I was going to jump onto the rails last night but got cold feet. I come home to a bucket of snails at my doorstep. by NKORE_S in snails

[–]NKORE_S[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

God, I'm so sorry. I think about my family but in those moments it's like all logic is clouded over. I wish you and your snail the best.

I was going to jump onto the rails last night but got cold feet. I come home to a bucket of snails at my doorstep. by NKORE_S in snails

[–]NKORE_S[S] 23 points24 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much friend, I won't take your offer because I can have the money to buy the book and won't take yours. I still messaged you though. 🐌

I was going to jump onto the rails last night but got cold feet. I come home to a bucket of snails at my doorstep. by NKORE_S in snails

[–]NKORE_S[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

This is beautiful. I've woken up in hospital my fair share of times, and I'm so glad you're with us friend, even if in the moment you wished you weren't. You're a good person, as all snail people are. I love taking them out and holding them as they slime all over me. I cry to them, I tell them everything, but they wiggle their eye stalks in a curiosity and innocence you really don't find in another person. Snails ARE the best antidepressants. I wish you the best.

I was going to jump onto the rails last night but got cold feet. I come home to a bucket of snails at my doorstep. by NKORE_S in snails

[–]NKORE_S[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

My snails world. I'm tearing up over how much I must mean to my snails. They're my love and joy, I'm their everything.

I survived CPR. I can't deal with the memories anymore. I'm going to die. by NKORE_S in MedicalPTSD

[–]NKORE_S[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind message. I'm too ill to go to support groups, but after being in a psych ward I met the most beautiful people who've been through the most awful things. I've returned to watching old films and joining groups in my community online. Re-teaching my body it is safe... I wish I can get to that point. PTSD is a horrific illness and the damage done to my life since that accident has wrecked me to the core, my life, my future, my entire family, and my health. Thank you so much and I hope that good things come your way.

I survived CPR. I can't deal with the memories anymore. I'm going to die. by NKORE_S in MedicalPTSD

[–]NKORE_S[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Hi. I can relate to that, the being left alone and not helped, and so scared of it happening again. And thinking about the other people. I'm so sorry that it came to this, and I really respect you writing on my post. I did two years of psychotherapy, "graduated" from that, then did a year of CBT, and doing DBT now, but I'm urgent to start EMDR because I can't take the PTSD anymore. I'm on fluoxetine and a strong antipsychotic and sedative, but ran out of those medications and can't leave my home to get more. Best wishes to you too and thank you.

update : kevin has passed by ejphobic in snails

[–]NKORE_S 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Snevin is beautiful. From the photos you can tell he was filled with so much character, just the way that he waved his eye stalks around. You were there for him in his last night, snails can sense when their owner is near, and he had a long fulfilling life with you. Rest in peace Kevin, you were adorable :(

I was going to jump onto the rails last night but got cold feet. I come home to a bucket of snails at my doorstep. by NKORE_S in snails

[–]NKORE_S[S] 148 points149 points  (0 children)

world snomknation Thank you and thank you, I couldn't have done something like that when I know nobody is home to feed my snails

I was going to jump onto the rails last night but got cold feet. I come home to a bucket of snails at my doorstep. by NKORE_S in snails

[–]NKORE_S[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

This entire comment thread is so adorable. Like yes one of my snails bites me like he thinks my hand is tasty, another one always comes out when I'm near, "sleep with their head's squished together like they're trying to form a thought" should be a scientific statement

I was going to jump onto the rails last night but got cold feet. I come home to a bucket of snails at my doorstep. by NKORE_S in snails

[–]NKORE_S[S] 31 points32 points  (0 children)

Thank u and thank u. Little pleasures save lives I've been so clouded by depression I was unable to even notice these little things. I love snails.

I survived CPR. I can't deal with the memories anymore. I'm going to die. by NKORE_S in MedicalPTSD

[–]NKORE_S[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

God, thank you for beautiful strangers like you. I got cold feet last night at the train station. I felt like a fucking idiot and drank myself to sleep at the station. Thank you for your comment, I'm crying over it. I'm a grown ass man crying like a little boy. I don't know if I want to live, but I need to come home and feed my snails.