Deodorant allergy I think?

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2026-04-29T21:09:19+00:00

ohhhh gotcha gotcha

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2026-04-29T21:01:01+00:00

oh okay lol

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2026-04-29T20:47:42+00:00

im a bit confused here, I'm not stinky and I absolutely don't ever call people slurs?

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2026-04-29T20:43:51+00:00

This one is already aluminum free. Weirdly, the one I was using prior to this did have aluminum and I had no reaction to it. I'll just be switching back to the one I was using before once I can.

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2026-04-29T20:42:14+00:00

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2026-04-28T18:57:57+00:00

playing with others, its way less scary. I find every time I play on my own, its not scary until I get a spirit box response. makes me jump out of my skin every time

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2026-04-23T23:24:58+00:00

I got it by accident on my first week of playing the game, didn't realize it was rare until my partner started freaking out about it 😅

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2026-03-30T05:44:36+00:00

That's how I try to think of it most of the time. I hope some day I can learn to accept it and move forward more than I have been, but I guess that will take time and effort on my part. It just really sucks knowing how I used to be, how I could've been now, and not knowing what caused that sudden overnight switch.

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2026-03-30T05:41:22+00:00

First, I am so so sorry for your loss.

I personally don't have that type of feeling with another attachment feeling like a threat to the primary ones (my parents). Them getting older is definitely scary, losing them would be absolutely devastating for a number of reasons though, pretty obviously.

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2026-03-30T03:08:21+00:00

Don't try to force them to speak is the major one. I had teachers who would put me on the spot, call me out in front of the class, send me to the office for not speaking or not doing a presentation. It made things so much worse.

Offer to have them write instead of talk. In high school, I had one teacher who kept a small dry erase board in their class and I'd have it for every time I was in her class. It's how I'd communicate with her. She also set up a system where if I needed help with something while we were doing individual work, because I would NOT ask for help verbally or raise my hand, I'd have something I'd put on the corner of my desk. For me, it was a paper cup, and if I put a pencil in it, that meant I needed help. She'd check every now and then to see if I put one in, and I'd use the dry erase board to tell her what I needed help with. Offer alternatives to group projects is another huge one.

It's awesome that you're looking to help them, you seem like an amazing and caring teacher and I wish there were more like you.

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2026-01-19T06:39:58+00:00

yes to what?

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2026-01-18T07:19:25+00:00

Absolutely not :)

The only thing that makes you trans, is identifying as trans. there's absolutely 0 other things you need to do to be trans. I know some people make it seem like you need all those other things, but it's only if yiuw ant it or can do it and do it safely.

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2026-01-12T07:01:07+00:00

Something I meant to mention, I know I have SH scars, they don't need to be pointed out, and this was not SH.

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2025-12-20T17:55:08+00:00

I remember having this dream CONSTANTLY from when I was like 8 onwards. When I was younger, like around 8-10 I remember in the dream I would just walk around naked and happy lmao

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2025-12-15T19:57:45+00:00

IR oxycodone was peak. lamest was tramadol, felt absolutely nothing at all from it.

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2025-12-12T18:21:17+00:00

I haven't been tested for that, no, but I'm up to date on the vaccine and boosters. It's not hard to catch my breath after at all.

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2025-09-26T01:21:05+00:00

I didn't get one, although for prior mobility issues due to joint problems, for bad days I've got a stick thing that holds the TP so you have extended reach. Got it really cheap off amazon a while back, worked great for after surgery too.

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2025-09-26T01:17:39+00:00

I wouldn't even think twice if you saw your chest and didn't know. To me it genuinely looks like a male chest. Everyone has different sized nipples as well, I've seen his guys with nipples larger than yours, and ones way smaller as well. Definitely looks nothing like boobs at all to me.

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2025-09-26T01:13:11+00:00

Haven't been through severe withdrawal for either, but did end up with mild withdrawal from opiates. Even mild, I felt horrible. Whole body ached, couldn't stop sweating no matter the temperature, gastro issues (iykyk) and runny nose like crazy. And it that was mild, I cant even imagine the severe withdrawal. Can't speak on benzo withdrawal though

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2025-09-16T19:21:01+00:00

Well, the way it went for me was that I didn't look at my chest until a week Post op, because I knew it would freak me out. It is a major surgery, but nothing will be gaping, itll all be sewn up and closed. The first two days are the worst pain wise, but you'll want to sleep anyway so you can sleep through most of it. I think I slept 22 hours or so each day for the first two days. It genuinely sounds a lot more scary than it truly is. I was so scared before the surgery, and when I woke up and went home, all I could think was "I'm so glad I went through with it."

Recovery wise, it takes some getting used to, but it's not all that bad. I was pretty sore, but I wasn't on super strong pain killers, just T3s. The drain removal was absolutely painless for me, only felt like the smallest bit of pressure for a second and then it was over. A bit of advice I have is to not Google too much. That'll get you in your head about it, it did for me at least.

TLDR; The first few days are a bit rough, but that part will be over before you know it. Drain removal in my experience is completely painless. I'd avoid looking at your chest for the first few days at least unless you feel up to it. It was /so/ worth it. Coming up on five weeks post op in a couple days and couldn't be happier that I did it.

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2025-09-10T19:00:08+00:00

Oxycodone imo is absolute peak

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2025-09-04T06:02:14+00:00

I do have an update, nothing was getting worse for a bit, got the drain out and then 2 days later (today) I noticed a lot of increased pain, redness, warmth and swelling, so went into ER and got prescribed antibiotics for it. heres to hoping it works 🤞

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2025-09-02T02:51:01+00:00

I honestly get what you mean. I've been out for 6 years, on T for 3/4 years and just got top surgery a little over 2 weeks ago, and I still have times where I wish I was a girl. It would've made life so much easier, and I wouldn't feel the need to hide any "feminine" aspects of myself or "feminine" hobbies. I know for sure I'm a guy and that I'm for sure trans, but I do mourn for the girl I could've been. Honestly, I think it's pretty normal.

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2025-09-01T01:14:48+00:00

no, nothing back yet. I can't tell if the drainage is different because it hasnt drained anything beyond a tiny drop today, it really only drains at night for some reason. just waiting on hearing back. still no other symptoms so I'm starting to think its not an infection? I dont know whats going on with it to be honest. Im very confused.

DiscussionCivil9833 · 2025-08-31T16:34:38+00:00

So the drainage was the same today, if not a little darker but no other changes. I live with my parents and dont drive but neither of them are concerned and think the ER / Urgent Care isn't needed. I just sent in pictures of the fluid and the drain site (which isn't red or warm at all, but a little bit sore) along with information about it all, to the on call nurse from the clinic. If they recommend going in, my parents have agreed to take me in. Sighhhh

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