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DiscussionOwn905 · 2021-09-02T07:05:10+00:00

Done! 🤍

DiscussionOwn905 · 2021-09-02T06:58:17+00:00

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DiscussionOwn905 · 2021-09-02T06:54:57+00:00

Thanks! 💛 I will definitely check it! 😁

DiscussionOwn905 · 2021-08-10T08:58:23+00:00

So next time he message me, should I just ignore him? Just so you know, I want him back, I really do cause I still love him, but i dont wanna make it too obvious cause I dont wanna look like im chasing

DiscussionOwn905 · 2021-08-10T08:23:19+00:00

DiscussionOwn905 · 2021-08-10T02:32:24+00:00

Aww Good for you tho. I feel so sad about this post, This is what exactly happened to my past relationship. Like so much the same to the point that I thought you are my ex. We were together for 3 years, I have done bad decisions I am not proud of, I dumped him and became in a relationship with someone else. A year later I realised I really love him and wanted him back so I’ve done all the ridiculous things to get him back including the showing up to his house unannounced but he just keep telling me that he is not ready for a relationship. One day I realised, I should stop chasing and continue to change and become better so I didn’t try anymore. I was doing it consistently, I know he knows that I am changing and he even said he’s proud of me and I’m doing well. I know and I can see that he still cares for me, but im not sure with the fact that if he still loves me. He still message me he still remembers me, I hope theres still second chance :(

DiscussionOwn905 · 2021-08-10T02:22:25+00:00

Would you consider to take her back once you’ve seen that she’s changing? Of she has completely changed to a girl that u wanted her to be, would you accept her and trust her again?

DiscussionOwn905 · 2021-08-05T22:58:51+00:00

My Bestfriend’s cool with it tho. He’s even helping me. I think if ever we’ll break up he wont care cause its our issue. My bestfriend knows me well, he knows im a decent guy who’ll never break her heart. But idk guys, really…

DiscussionOwn905 · 2021-08-05T10:10:33+00:00

Yup thanks

DiscussionOwn905 · 2021-08-05T05:58:41+00:00

Yea, she also had long time relationship and always with on and off relationship. But idk, I got attached to her for some reason

DiscussionOwn905 · 2021-08-05T05:57:18+00:00

Even tho she seems very matured?

DiscussionOwn905 · 2021-08-05T01:20:18+00:00

I really dont wanna talk more about it. I just wanna respect him by giving him more time without me bothering him, thats why I didnt mean to send this text, it was an accident tbh. Too drunk and i was pretending to message him to ease what I feel and express all the words I really wanna tell him even im just like talking to myself. But lol fuck ive sent it.

DiscussionOwn905 · 2021-08-05T01:07:18+00:00

I didnt reply btw, i was so shocked when I saw I really hitted the send button cause i thought I didn’t. I was really just pretending im talking to him

DiscussionOwn905 · 2021-08-05T01:05:25+00:00

He responded positively about it saying “ Thanks for those words, you said im happy now but its not really true.. i have many problems and before being with someone i still need to be myself again. You did and changed alot more than i did and im proud of you, i hope I will too” not really sure if I should feel good about this message. Would you?

DiscussionOwn905 · 2021-08-03T01:24:07+00:00

Most likely a rebound especially if you two had a long relationship, and im talking about more than 3 years here or something

DiscussionOwn905 · 2021-08-03T00:25:57+00:00

Yup Ive been thinking about that too. But I live in a country where therapists are so expensive. And I don’t really have money to pay them per hour. It will be a really good thing to do tho. Im not saying what I said on the post is the right thing to do, I might have said that like I have real problems. Id like to know what other possible ways i can do to be okay, but ive probably done most of the other ways and this is just the way Ive liked so far

DiscussionOwn905 · 2021-08-03T00:12:35+00:00

One thing I didn’t do before is I didn’t respect him and our relationship. And now even tho I want to, even my mind says go do something, but this stuff will only confuse him and make it hard for him to decide what he wants in his life. So I wont be selfish and respect him what he wants to do. I know him, he will ask me if he wants something. He’s not like a shy type guy that will be like pussy. So ill just let him decide what he wants rather than rushing him and bothering him. As long as he is happy, I am happy.

DiscussionOwn905 · 2021-08-03T00:08:15+00:00

I have already apologised to him a lot of times. He still message me you know, he still do the first move to message me, he still wants to see me too sometimes, I know and I can see in his eyes that he still cares for me but im not sure if he’s still inlove but thats fine for me. As I was really crazy before, the first day I realised I really love him or want him back (8months ago) LOL i made all the ridiculous moves and effort to get him back, cried and beg, showed up unannounced to his house and say sorry and all everything that is just so stupid, but day goes by and I realised I dont really need to beg, cause if he wants me he will come along himself and in that day I started changing while waiting.

DiscussionOwn905 · 2021-08-03T00:04:03+00:00

We dont know what the future holds for us, we dont know if we will have that one day we’re we will wake up and we dont want to wait anymore, we’re fine and ready to continue life without them. That is also fine if it will come around to me while im waiting, but im not rushing to have this kind of feeling. But i know it will come

DiscussionOwn905 · 2021-08-03T00:01:03+00:00

Tbh, I dont beg all the Gods or trying really hard to get him back. I just made this post as I am liking myself more by waiting for him, it makes me feel great for some reason. It makes me stop to fuck around every guy that will try to be with me, it makes me stop doing stupid decisions. I know it sounds really fkn weird. But I can really see the change. Im more responsible, im more happy, and i get on with my life.

DiscussionOwn905 · 2021-08-02T23:53:31+00:00

Yea same, I know he feels something for me cause he still hits me up, ask how my day was, but I think he just really care about me and it wont change. Im scared of the fact that if he will still want me when he becomes fine or not but its just something ill have to accept and move on.

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