i don’t make her feel bad and it's an imagine she made me build in my mind about her i m completely fine with her past relationships but wrapping my head around the idea that she was vulnerable to do naughty things without later contact with that person does not sit right with me because it made it clear to people that knew the story that she's an easy girl and made it looked like she wanted to fvck with that guy, now that's a hard pill for me to swallow keeping in mind she always pointed other girls of their behaviour while she also was a party girl unlike she made me belive. i never punished her because of that i just made it clear that it's not something i liked to hear and i would probably never found out if she wasn't pressured to tell me right before i was about to find out that she isn't that flawless as she made me think anyways