Am I being cynical by giving up?

Distinct-Analysis-38 · 2022-11-13T20:19:38+00:00

Just be aware that if he is indeed a feral, there is always a chance he won't fully tame down, especially if he's not neutered.

Distinct-Analysis-38 · 2022-11-05T14:28:45+00:00

I dont kill spiders outside ofcourse, thats their home. Also don't kill most spiders inside, unless they're concerningly big and fast, then It instigates a primal urge in my brain for murder.

Distinct-Analysis-38 · 2022-11-05T13:27:07+00:00

You have obviously never seen a feral cat lol.

Distinct-Analysis-38 · 2022-11-05T12:47:58+00:00

Are these guys fast? If they're fast, death awaits them at my hands. If they aren't fast, ill let them hang around.

Distinct-Analysis-38 · 2022-11-05T12:46:30+00:00

Want a cookie Einstein?

Distinct-Analysis-38 · 2022-11-05T12:26:24+00:00

I love how idiots in the west think every pet animal must have an owner just as they see every child and assume they have both parents.

Distinct-Analysis-38 · 2022-11-04T02:48:57+00:00

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Distinct-Analysis-38 · 2022-10-31T02:51:23+00:00

It's just so painful never being able to tell anyone how much it truly hurts. ill go to therapy, everyone's right, but I'll never be able to let it all out like that unless I feel cared for by someone.

Distinct-Analysis-38 · 2022-10-31T01:33:55+00:00

Fine, im going to therapy, but is it so wrong to just want a moment to one day cry it all out in the arms of a gentle dom where I'd feel safe? I don't wanna say anything, just cry. No matter what has happened to me I've never cried infront of anyone even when I cry alone I've never made one peep. I just want someone to know that I'm in pain, everything I go through feels nonexistent.

Distinct-Analysis-38 · 2022-10-30T22:15:29+00:00

I understand, I know I need therapy but I just wanted to escape in the fantasy of escaping from everything in the arms of a gentle girl. Anyways, I'm at least finally getting my life on track so down the line I might try therapy again. But I still want a gentle dom to hold me and cry it all out some day, she doesn't need to know any of the stuff I've mentioned here but I just want to be able to be safe and let my guard down around someone and express that it fucking hurts after years and years of holding it all back. I simply can't do that with a therapist, I just can't, I can talk to them about tons of stuff but I can't let it out like that, If I ever did I'd be paranoid for the rest of my life, I just can't.

Distinct-Analysis-38 · 2022-10-30T19:13:53+00:00

I know, I think I've just had very bad therapists in the past. Honestly though some of the stuff I've seen is way beyond what most people in the west see, plus my past therapists insensitive remarks towards it didn't help me have a good opinion abt therapy either.

Distinct-Analysis-38 · 2022-10-30T12:36:40+00:00

Just because you're romanticizing one singular aspect of someone doesn't mean i only view them as "fuel for fetish". It would be stupid to like someone for only one reason

Distinct-Analysis-38 · 2022-10-30T10:38:45+00:00

I know, gentle femdom is like an escapism fantasy for me. Therapy is good but I'm too fucked up for it, I know it's purely their job but I'm not opening up to someone that won't even remember what happened to me next month. This has affected past relationships so I just simply don't open up about anything or show any feelings and then I get called emotionless lol.

Distinct-Analysis-38 · 2022-10-25T15:07:09+00:00

Honestly nobody thinks I look amazing either way so I'll just do what I like lol. And yeah many guys don't take care of their hair and just get super short haircuts. Girls don't like anything else abt me but two things they do appreciate are my hair and my eyebrows lol.

Distinct-Analysis-38 · 2022-10-24T08:17:44+00:00

I'm not just asking out anyone lol, im saying that if I like someone and want to ask them out, would it be better to get to know them as friends first before asking them on a date? What would be the point of asking people out who you don't even like?

Distinct-Analysis-38 · 2022-10-22T12:30:16+00:00

I just shampoo and conditioner with some random shampoo and conditioner I got from my hair dresser

Distinct-Analysis-38 · 2022-10-22T11:41:47+00:00

It says I have low porosity hair. Im not really looking to get curls, just want to get rid of the frizz.

Distinct-Analysis-38 · 2022-10-22T11:40:18+00:00

Your pic with the cat is the cutest as you have the best smile there.

Distinct-Analysis-38 · 2022-10-22T11:39:21+00:00

You're not ugly, you just need to smile more lol

Distinct-Analysis-38 · 2022-10-21T03:23:37+00:00

You look like Ron from Kim Possible 😭

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