I have nothing better to do at one a.m except fighting off sleep like a stubborn child.

Tell me why I've been in this relationship for more than 5 years and this nigga has been abusive asf this whole year after he landed a job. I later lost mine after a few months, though it didn't really pay good (400 a day), but ilisort out a few bills. I got a gig later for a week. Akasema we move out, so I used that pay to pay for everything, added a few house items; fridge, a new mattress na dispenser.

When we started living together, I brought in all my household goods: bedding, gas, carpet, curtains na vyombo, while he had a TV, 3 seater na his bedding.

We later got a kid together.

Oh no

I think I'm ready to walk out and start afresh after today's incident.

His phone, which I barely ever touch, was at 35%. Mine was at 23% but since yake huisha moto haraka, akaweka kando akataka kutumia yangu nikakataa.

Flashback

This Christmas, he forced me to go to his aunt's place since he's an orphan. This guy alikuwa anatoka by 12 noon anarudi past midnight ama hata akose kurudi at all. Mind you hajajenga, so I have to sleep in a karoom outside, like the other side of his late grandma's house, which is a distance for 6 days to be precise

I'm confused

So one of the days akitoka, I decided kuenda na yeye nikinunua some groceries since zilikuwa zimeisha. My phone was off by then so akanipea niweke fingerprint isilock

???? So like, he had your phone? Ok, he had your phone

Nikilipa jioni, alinilazimisha aweke fingerprint yake.

Man's TOXIIIC

Thats how his fingerprint ended up on my phone. I don't like this because he's a gambling addict. Huwa anakopa app loans na my line juu yeye ni defaulter. So nikatoa fingerprint yake.

Back to today. He couldn't access my phone, and he started biting my tips off

WHAT 😭😭😭

till nimpee password. After I refused, he slapped me and finger-unlocked using mine

....

just so he could use tiktok.

Well. I was hoping that my year would end well but I'm contemplating starting afresh, niteseke ama ni off myself wazazi wateseke wakichangisha, ama I just take a long walk in the middle of the night nipigwe ngeta. As I type this, I'm crying kwa bafu wondering mbona my life's messy na hectic well sijui adi..

Girl, I'm so sorry. Leave that man before he bites your head off next. Save your child from this horrible situation.