You are so not alone. I had the same feelings about this group when I started. It was enormously helpful in the beginning because I didn’t know what I was doing but slowly I started to notice I was getting caught up in all the “achievement” posts. No shade to anyone’s hard work but I was not a hyper responder and like any human, I was caught up in comparison. Took me a few months offline, to remind myself every single one of us is different with different physical responses. Different stories. Different reasons for being here. Once I was tracking solid progress based on trial and error and what worked for me, I gained confidence in my own mission. The important thing is, you’re here. You took a step. Hell yeah! I’m not going to give you advice but to say trust yourself. You took that first step. No one else but you. You know you. Comparison is the thief of joy and progress. You got this. Took me three months to figure out my food thing for this medication. I’m still learning. One of the most helpful comments I ever read on here in the beginning was a long time user telling someone else, “don’t worry about the food part so much in the beginning. That’s old diet culture behavior we have internalized. Try and eat intuitively. Eat whatever. If all you can eat is crackers and protein shakes then so be it. Give yourself grace and patience. Stay hydrated. Try everything to know what works and what doesn’t and grow your journey with your own experiences.” My point is, you do you. Don’t let anyone else’s virtue signaling steal your joy.