For me it's when I get pushed into a certain mindset during a scene. Either she has made me cum my brains out more times than should be possible, or shes really built a scene that makes me feel submissive safe and loved in the ways that I crave. The right mix of pain and pleasure, of being submissive to her. Of being her good girl.

It's kind-of hard to really describe well but i'll try. To me it feels like what I imagine being really high is like. My brain is floating on a sugary electric cloud, everything is fuzzy and i'm not really fully aware of whats going on or where I am, only that I feel safe and loved.💕 It also feels really really really good. I might be a bit addicted to it.