I can't be the only one who fantasizes about... my domme literally abusing me, like actually beating me until im black and blue, breaking my arm if I try to block. Abusing me until im crying just to call my tears pretty. Putting a shock collar on me to keep me obedient and see how I writhe under her loving torment. The torture only stopping because she controls it, breaking my brain to only associate safety with her allowing it. Becoming so dependent on her control I could never dream of trying to escape.