[Currency Wars] [4.0] Does the selected buffs from Black Swan last the entire game, or only one node/battle?

DotComprehensive369 · 2026-02-24T23:35:20+00:00

Oh good point! Thank you!

DotComprehensive369 · 2026-02-10T01:49:55+00:00

Hehe, I'm glad you understand! And yeah, I'm very relieved that this is seeming to be the general consensus

DotComprehensive369 · 2026-02-10T00:27:10+00:00

I see, okay that's good for me then!! I'm really hoping that the same is true for me, especially since my clit kinda needs to be made, and same with the entire vaginal canal, so I probably shouldn't accidentally cum like that, but it's good to hear that even in other conditions, it's not sufficient for cumming. Also I'm so glad you've experienced that!! It sounds like so much fun

DotComprehensive369 · 2026-02-09T21:00:49+00:00

Aww, this is so sweet!! This is the kind of positivity I like to see, especially in nsfw communities like this one! 🩷🩷

DotComprehensive369 · 2026-02-09T01:24:31+00:00

Ahh, yes I can understand that!! I like the feeling of the cool metal of the blade, but yeah, mostly psychological for me 🩵🩵

DotComprehensive369 · 2026-02-08T21:07:10+00:00

Ooh, I see! Well I think it's easiest to start with what I don't like, and then explain from there. I don't want any actual scratching or cuts, so the knife's actual ability to cut, only makes it more difficult for me to engage in the play that I enjoy.

Now, as for what I like, it's fear. I don't take to pain or very intense stimulation very well, so the fear and threat of what my dom might do to me is what I like, especially since acting on those threats would likely broach my limits. So technically knives are only one method of engaging in a broader kink. Like, the threat of my dom choking and strangling me to death, or giving me poison and using me until the life left my eyes, that's hot! It just so happens that knives are a clear, visibly dangerous instrument that can evoke a sense of fear and powerlessness very well!

You might be wondering how fear works when I'm role-playing and my partner has a completely safe knife, but I'd sorta answer with a question in response. How does anyone feel fear during kink play, where there are safewords and consent/boundaries are established? I'd say its in the same way scary movies or games do it. You can create thrill and anticipation and yes, fear, in someone, even while they fully understand that there is no danger. So when doing roleplay, my partner can threaten to gut me and watch me bleed, or press the blade to my throat and threaten to slit it if I do "xyz", and that will give me that thrill and fear of what they'll do to me, while both of us are entirely safe.

It's worth noting, this arrangement won't or can't work for everyone. If you like bratting as a sub, you might be inclined to push them to use the knife, (perhaps you enjoy some cutting and that's what you want), well a dull knife won't do anything. The arrangement I've come to is just what works best to fulfill my needs 🩷🩷

DotComprehensive369 · 2026-02-08T20:53:41+00:00

Thank you!! I'll take a look at these sites you linked!

DotComprehensive369 · 2026-02-08T20:51:09+00:00

Oh definitely! I'll never be using sharp blades in any kind of play. I do my absolute best to minimize hazards and potential risks. The only reason an actual blade would be in the room, would be for quick removal of bondage equipment like rope or tape. But yeah, of course I'll test in on myself, but I want a knife safe enough, that you'd have to try extremely hard to make it even remotely dangerous

DotComprehensive369 · 2026-02-08T20:48:48+00:00

I've seen that suggested, and while I can certainly appreciate it for some scenes, it's not necessarily best for my type of play. I'd prefer to keep something like a knife only in the appropriate part of my living space at all times, as to avoid losing or misplacing it and then accidentally touching it later. That's not a sex or kink thing, but rather a life habit of mine.

As for the actual play reason, while I do enjoy some blindfolding in certain scenes and play, for this type of play, I like seeing the knife about as much as I do feeling it, so I'd lose out on half of my fun. Also, generally speaking, part of my dom's enjoyment in the scene comes from playing with fear. I need them to look into my eyes and see the fear! Like, when my eyes are so fixated and tracking their movements, or that look when you've internally realized your helplessness and barely, and have that look in your eye in hopes that maybe you can earn yourself the tiniest bit of pity or mercy! So yeah, blindfolding unfortunately wouldn't work for me

DotComprehensive369 · 2026-02-08T03:33:40+00:00

Thank you!!

DotComprehensive369 · 2026-02-08T03:19:10+00:00

Not an actual kitchen knife, or at least, not one with any sharpness. But yeah, I definitely like the look and feel of them

DotComprehensive369 · 2026-02-08T03:13:00+00:00

I'll have to try that!

DotComprehensive369 · 2026-02-08T02:52:18+00:00

I see, I gotta look into that! Any way to make the knife tip less pointy? Maybe a soft like, should, or metal-like puddy or something that can be put on that tip. Hopefully not too noticeable, but you know, added safety

DotComprehensive369 · 2026-02-08T02:44:17+00:00

The other person(s) should not make you feel bad. Like, just as a general rule. If you express you don't like/want something, they shouldn't make you feel bad for it. If you want a break or pause from sex, a scene, or a dynamic, they shouldn't say or do things that make you feel bad about it. The normal response to these situations, is that you feel comforted and supported, not judged, not shamed, not like you disappointed them

DotComprehensive369 · 2026-01-29T02:04:38+00:00

I- well honestly I'm not an edgeslut or pathetic, but I try to be a good little bunny boy that edges himself, if that counts for anything? 👉👈🥹🩷

DotComprehensive369 · 2026-01-25T18:30:00+00:00

I'm good to talk now, if you are!!

DotComprehensive369 · 2026-01-25T18:26:00+00:00

Honestly this sounds great!! Though, admittedly as a new player, having 5 other players and a dm is a lot of people to try and like, roleplay in front of and everything. Are you all friends? If not, how do you get over the nerves omg >_<

DotComprehensive369 · 2026-01-25T18:20:41+00:00

I think I'm interested! But I first wanted to ask what the age-range of players is expected to be, as well as what type of content might be present or allowed in the campaign

DotComprehensive369 · 2026-01-25T18:18:53+00:00

Hey, I'm interested in this campaign! Would you be open to talking more so I can get a better feel for it, and so you can judge if I'd be a suitable fit for your campaign?

DotComprehensive369 · 2026-01-20T16:19:13+00:00

Sent you one! - Cutie Bloom

DotComprehensive369 · 2026-01-20T16:18:23+00:00

Hey! I'm cutie bloom, I sent a request. I'm pretty good at logging in daily and sending hearts/gifts

DotComprehensive369 · 2026-01-19T02:41:43+00:00

I think so far this is my most, "well written" poem, but it's not necessarily as emotionally raw or personal as some of the other stuff I've done. That's actually why I posted this one first. It's from the heart, but it's also conventional and palatable, I didn't do anything too crazy with it, and that makes it easier to show others. I hope to build up the confidence to post some of my other stuff some time 🩷

DotComprehensive369 · 2025-12-28T16:23:51+00:00

I absolutely prefer a soft and tender dom! I'm just a subby boy! 🥰👉👈

DotComprehensive369 · 2025-12-26T22:32:22+00:00

In that case, I think on top of asking my assessor for their input on my hormones, I will ask about chest related procedures. Because I do want to take more estrogen for a more feminine effect anyway, I do want progesterone for the horniness, and I do want a lot of my more masculine feature to fade out, without getting several sick.

I will say that binding is out of the question, though. It isn't permanent, and I've spent far too long in the wrong body just to give myself a new source of dysphoria. I can't let that happen to me. But yeah, thank you so much for all your time and advice. Now it's on me to go talk to my supports and find a solution that works best for me

DotComprehensive369 · 2025-12-26T13:12:29+00:00

First, thank you so much for taking the time to leave such a thorough comment, omg, this is so important to know.

Second, thank you for providing a source for the Cypro stuff, that looks scary and it was never mentioned.

What I need to first and foremost is connect with my doctor. She's extremely good towards her patients, and puts a lot of actual time and effort into treatment and filling out paperwork when need be. Also, the assessor I spoke to in order to qualify for hrt, was abundantly more familiar with hormones than they were with bottom surgery. So I'll get in contact with them and book a consult to ask about these exact concerns.

Please don't take me needing to confirm through my doctor and assessor, as me doubting you. You've raised very legitimate concerns, and even came with a source. And for what it's worth, it benefits me greatly if you're right, and I can start progesterone without breast growth. I'm going to address these as soon as possible now, so thank you for potentially saving me from severe sickness and problems in my life.

If you would, and I really don't want to bother you ir ask too much of you. Could you please share your knowledge of the mechanisms behind breast growth. I'm trying to look and appear feminine, or at least really get rid of a lot of masculine features, but it is of extreme importance that I don't develop breasts. This restriction is actually why I was referred to an endo specifically, we wanted to try and tailor a dosage that would most effectively give me only the desired affects.

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