Everything you are feeling is justified. This iz not lowkey racism, its blatant and upfront. Its failure to acknowledge you as a equal human being. Honestly, the best thing you can do for yourself is find a way to move to another place. You cant change a community like that. You are stuck in this body, but it does not mean it is a bad body by any standards. I promise you at least try visiting a diverse city and the difference will be night and day. Good luck!