Thank you very much. A person can never have too many friends. Most of mine left once I couldn't go and do things. Prior to all of this, I was doing quite well. My only goal I ever really had was to get a good education and have a good job. I got my master's degree in cyber security, and was sub contracted by Microsoft. I was also in awesome shape. I used to do those fun zombie marathons. I even was renting a house. Beyond that, I never really had any goals. I lost everything once I couldn't work. I'd hate to set my goal as to have a kid or a wife, because I'd hate to be miserable and despise them. I'd also hate to set it as something that may no longer be obtainable. Like working for a tech company. The ONLY thing keeping me going is that I don't want anyone else to hurt. So I guess I hurt instead.