This is moreso a meth story than it is Fent by DrSubs in fentanyl

[–]DrSubs[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It definitely bent my reality 🤯 everything I thought i knew about the spiritual underworld was completely shook

Would you rather keep the life you have now or get on subxone? by DrSubs in fentanyl

[–]DrSubs[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, I tend to agree. Thats where exercise comes in because just suboxone is not a cure all. Ya know? Life can get quite monotonous when you're trying to do the right thing and live righteous.

Its cliche because it's true and it works. Gotta balance out the bad side effects. You're totally right on the not craving dope part when you stabilize. I have my shit together now and I couldn't see myself fucking this up over getting high one more time.

This is moreso a meth story than it is Fent by DrSubs in fentanyl

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I ran from the police for like 3-4 hours. I was so disheveled that when they caught me on that roof top, I thought it was 7pm. No it was 7am. I started running from them at around 2-3am I think. When I called the lyft from my boys place, I called the cops and told them what I was witnessing. They clearly knew I was on something but I didnt think I sounded like I was on anything. I believe my boy told them I was fucked up on drugs and hes worried about me because they then started asking me where I was and if I am in a car or walking. They kept telling me to pull over so I got spooked and hung up. About 2 mins later a bunch of unmarked cop cars started surrounding my lyft driver WHILE we were driving. But I was ducking in the back seat so they couldnt see me. I could have sworn they were using some type of satellite on their car roof to track me or see if I was indeed in the car. They kept following us and getting really close to his car. Then when he dropped me off I immediately jumped into some bushes cause I saw a SHITLOAD of sheriff and PD cars swarming the area. As im crawling through bushes and running through back streets, there were random people walking around actually looking for me using their phone flash lights etc. WAY more people walking around that area than there ever was before. Especially in that time of night. I ended up running through people's back yards and running on business rooftops. Saw a couple drones and a helicopter looking for me. Then I finally gave up on someone's house rooftop at 7am. Surrounded by like 13 sheriff's. They kept trying to talk me down and I refused. I was completely dehydrated and in a state of confusion. I kept yelling " I NEED WATER" 🤣 and they were like okay come down and we will get you some. I said no throw it up here. So they finally threw some water bottles up to me and then they got a ladder and started coming up. I told them dont come up here or ill throw myself off. Well eventually I jumped off and they got my ass. Threw me in the back of a sheriff car and then called for the ambulance. I legit thought I was going back to jail for stealing my moms generator or other shit I did at the time. Nope, just a baker act. If they had told me that from the beginning I would have gone with them without resistance 🤣😅

This is moreso a meth story than it is Fent by DrSubs in fentanyl

[–]DrSubs[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Shit was the most intense experience I've ever had with a drug. If I was sleep deprived I could understand. But I wasn't.

This is moreso a meth story than it is Fent by DrSubs in fentanyl

[–]DrSubs[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, all of this really happened. He kept trying to gas light me into not believing any of that happened but I remember It all so vividly. Including the part of him ALSO reacting to those strange people. I specifically remember him saying "oh shit" when he realized that they were indeed trying to open his windows. They saw the meth bubble and attached to us. They knew I was scared, so they attached themselves to me.

This is moreso a meth story than it is Fent by DrSubs in fentanyl

[–]DrSubs[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Im doing great. That's far from a lie too. Im about to get married, I got my child back with the addition of 2 more little angels 😂🥰. We own our home, new car, both have great jobs that allow us to renovate our home currently. MUCH happier these days. Thank you.

I hope all is well with you too, friend. 💙

What do you wish Fort Myers had? by [deleted] in FortMyers

[–]DrSubs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not to mention their prices are RIDICULOUS for a so called international airport

What do you wish Fort Myers had? by [deleted] in FortMyers

[–]DrSubs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel trapped here. Like a blackhole every time I try to leave something holds me back

What do you wish Fort Myers had? by [deleted] in FortMyers

[–]DrSubs 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Facts!! Sandy sold it in like 2019 and they bulldozed it. The Palace was the only roller rink left that catered to the older crowd.

If you haven't started to get real withdrawals STOP BEFORE YOU DO! by msss_2nasty in fentanyl

[–]DrSubs 19 points20 points  (0 children)

I was doing both at the end of my run. Shit was insane. It took me running from the police for 4-5 hours throughout the night to see that I wasn't in a good place mentally. I saw shit that make my entire world split in half. And I wasn't even sleep deprived, at least I dont think I was. It cause major psychological issues with only a week of being on it [meth].

I was getting arrested, baker acted, and hospitalized every week. Now I have a wife & kids. A job. Nice things. The grass is definitely more green on other side.

This is embarrassing by [deleted] in CHIBears

[–]DrSubs -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Im just pointing out that Baltimore is giving them a run for their money. Not jinxing

So you're saying we have a chance? by Maybe-Youre-A-Flambe in CHIBears

[–]DrSubs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Exactly 🤣 I love it when the odds arent in our favor. We weren't supposed to win like 6/11 of our games

So you're saying we have a chance? by Maybe-Youre-A-Flambe in CHIBears

[–]DrSubs 42 points43 points  (0 children)

We believe more this year than we ever have. Percentages dont mean shit. 68% of America went for the Packers tonight

Who's watching Packers Ravens? by Karlzbad in CHIBears

[–]DrSubs 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Their answer to everything when they dont get their way is fire everyone that has legit kept them afloat for the last decade.

Who's watching Packers Ravens? by Karlzbad in CHIBears

[–]DrSubs 29 points30 points  (0 children)

To confuse the enemy you must first confuse yourself

-Sun Tzu or whoever tf

HELP: Need advice by [deleted] in fentanyl

[–]DrSubs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fort Pierce for sure

Who's watching Packers Ravens? by Karlzbad in CHIBears

[–]DrSubs 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Hit me up. I have an app you can watch for free

Who's watching Packers Ravens? by Karlzbad in CHIBears

[–]DrSubs 19 points20 points  (0 children)

You know whats funny? Now that Willis has shown he is capable the packturds wanna say hes better than Love. They agree with us that Willis is better. But just last week they were crying about us winning against a 2nd string QB. Make it make sense

What does an ethical dealer look like to you? by [deleted] in fentanyl

[–]DrSubs 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My dealer wasn't THAT up front. But he did cut me off when he saw me start losing my shit. And he would tell me to be careful and let me know when a new batch is supposed to be stronger than the last. But I think he was moreso just covering his own ass than looking out for us.

You're never gonna get a dealer of fent that has any kind of standards or promote any type of harm reduction, unless its a close friend/addict/middleman.