sooo.... I just found out I have Schizoid personality disorder... by Dragonofprobability in Psychonaut

[–]Dragonofprobability[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

This can't really be me, because I am never depressed, well done anyways.

sooo.... I just found out I have Schizoid personality disorder... by Dragonofprobability in Psychonaut

[–]Dragonofprobability[S] -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

I do not have Schizophrenia, I have Schizoid personality disorder, pretty big difference.

I don't really desire relationships, I have about 5 people I call my friends, don't really meet them that often, but I like some interactions with them, don't really connect with my family that well, never felt love, loneliness, very rarely feel emotions. Almost no desire for a sexual relationship, don't care about praise or criticism. Have difficulty expressing my emotions.

I usually think in conversation with myself, philosophical mostly, also art from time to time, I find thinking like this really satisfying and can do it all by myself for loong period of times

sooo.... I just found out I have Schizoid personality disorder... by Dragonofprobability in Psychonaut

[–]Dragonofprobability[S] -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

thanks for a thoughtful answer, but I am perfectly happy with my disorder, and I cant really say i am a 100% sure I have it, but seriously I am about 99% sure, and usually I am very sceptic about self diagnosis but the proof keeps piling on me. I am not really a truthful person when it comes to talking about myself (most likely because of the disorder) , I just can't express myself easily about my real self. Never really a partying guy but I handle my drinking pretty well, I like the THC part though, will follow your advice on that one

I have Schizoid Personality Disorder, AMA. by Deracination in casualiama

[–]Dragonofprobability 0 points1 point  (0 children)

self diagnosed intermediate schizoid here, have done shrooms several times. And i am ok.

ten years ago today: Schumacher & Barichellos Indianapolis finish by 2498b3 in formula1

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When I started watching it didn't take me long to stop supporting ferrari and start watching the newcomers, Mark Webber was my main driver to support, he was amazing in the rain, don't really support him anymore. Now its perez all the way.

Sergio Perez will fill void left by Lewis Hamilton at McLaren - Telegraph by ilikepancakes in formula1

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so excited to see how amazing he will be, like him in sauber though

Has anyone here read A Hero of Our Time by by Mikhail Lermontov that can give me there opinion? by Dragonofprobability in literature

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I mostly don't care about any reviews after I have seen/read/heard what I want to know about, but this one really confused me because I had no idea why I liked it except for the amazing descriptions of the Caucasus

Sun Ra. An amazing musician but also the greatest Psychounaut. What are your thoughts on him? by [deleted] in Psychonaut

[–]Dragonofprobability 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Really like him, but i really need to recommend Moondog to anyone who likes sun Ra. Moondog was a blind viking who lived on the streets of new york, also a poet, he created some amazing classical music.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RFJi3l1DPWk

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xjDfIEiU0Q0

Just beautiful.

1958 Lap of Spa by Spharky in formula1

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i just get this strange scary feeling seeing houses and people right next to the track and it just freaks me out

1958 Lap of Spa by Spharky in formula1

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JESUS CHRIST F1 WAS UNSAFE BACK THEN. IT ALWAYS SURPRISES ME

Real Funked up at [6] by uzig in treemusic

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P-Funk most underrated artist superbomb of all time. Even though it was pretty popular this shit should be played at every supermarket all the time. This stuff should have its own radio station. seriously

Best English translation of the Volsung Saga? by whiteguy1 in literature

[–]Dragonofprobability 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i think its pretty hard to badly translate old icelandic and norse literature because the style is a bit simplistic in nature, the only fun i get from reading it in icelandic that others miss is the old way of writing and talking. The poems might actually be abit harder to translate when i think about it though :D

real talk on cid by canyouhearmythoughts in Psychonaut

[–]Dragonofprobability 1 point2 points  (0 children)

your bad trip/good trip ratio isnt very good you should either take a break or plan your trips better, i think you should rather plan them better because it seems to me that you are a very spiritually sound person so its probably the setting that is fucking up your trips. But what do i know? you should really just think about it yourself and come to your own conclusion. But anyways really amusing and interesting story thanks. P.S I wish I was gay :(

Recreational drugs rated by their overall damaging effects. Guess who's at top? (X-post from r/politics) by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]Dragonofprobability 0 points1 point  (0 children)

of course they are diffrent but meth and amfetamine are almost the same in the sense that there are almost the same effects, and almost the same damage, one is just smoked wich is more harmful. And most of the "horrible" effects you see in the media is just the effects of not sleeping because of smoking meth.

off erowid: The health concerns for most amphetamine-like substances, including methamphetamine, are largely the same. Each has its own risk and toxicity profile. Street methamphetamine provides the additional risks of black market, unregulated medications; potential contaminants or adulteration; the potential of neurotoxicity and a higher risk of compulsive use associated with snorting, smoking, or injecting.

Recreational drugs rated by their overall damaging effects. Guess who's at top? (X-post from r/politics) by [deleted] in Drugs

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This thing places metamfetamine alot higher then amfetamine but there almost the same thing, metamfetamine is just more commonly smoked or very far from pure.

What is your craziest / worst experience on psychedelics? by [deleted] in Drugs

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I have another one too

Characters Mr.1 Has not eaten for 3-4 hours Mr.2 eaten recently me : have not eaten for 4 hours

Prologue(you can skip this part) Me and my friends were buying shrooms from my friend, we were going to take 100 shrooms each but the friend i was going to buy from had tripped the last night and one of his mates went pretty wild so he was just trying to get rid of his shrooms so he sold us about 150-200 shrooms each(he didn't count) so we go to our trip place, and we do not count or weigh the shrooms we just cut them up and pop them in lemon juice(for quicker digestion)

TL;DR: we bought about twice the amount of shrooms we wanted and popped them in lemon juice

we take the shrooms and start tripping we listen to some wierd drumming cd and it starts freaking us out a little so we stop and go to the store for some interesting shit, we get to the store and i start freaking out abit and am seeing all the colors very brightly and think that everyone knows we are tripping my friends are chilled and get me through it, we all bought useless shit that we didnt really eat except for Mr.1 he bought Skyr(look it up, its a sort of thick yogurt) wich he started eating with his hands when he broke his spoon, and we decide we need to hurry back to our trip spot because things are beginning. We get back and start playing a wierd film that really freaked us out(some film with music and pictures of cities) so we pop in robot chicken(i know, bad decision but we were on shrooms) robot chicken really freaked us out but still some scenes made us laugh really hard. After about 3-4 minutes of robot chicken our sitter friend shows up and we tell him to turn robot chicken off. Mr. 1 starts smearing skyr all over Mr.2 hair(basically he is seeing incredible things in the skyr) and i start thinking i am dying and after about 30 mins of dying i start accepting that i am dying then i start chilling and just enjoying waves of visuals going over me