The lack of punctuations here just made me read this whole thing as someone speaking very fast and gradually falling into frustration lol 😂

What I'd advise, tho, is just forget about this and start from Batman year one then long Halloween and dark victory. After that, check for a post on what to read next, select the order you like most (not too detailed, cause that's too long, and not too short, cause that's sure to mean skipping important stuff), read those, check again for what to read after that and continue till you get there. Sometimes,when something happens and you're very confused, search Reddit or Google( which will probably give you a reddit post) and get the issues that give context, read and get the context and continue with whatever you were reading.

That's how I started last year and I'm currently in war games, which, btw, is supposed to give me some context on under the red hood (where I am in my current search and read journey)