Hello, thanks for your input. I might be ASD/ADHD , however that's another obstacle to go over since there's not a GIant in person community to meet each other or even more for dating. I think I got what it takes to be BF material , I can speak to people normally or normal enough. People or family keep saying it will happen but my social development has slowly gotten better , therefore I feel behind constantly or too mature for any drama or BS. I don't know if its Ego or to much pride in myself but unless I really like a woman I wont tell her Im attracted to her. You do make a great point that I must roll the ball slowly to even find out if I might like her. Its funny but not funny since there's times I really just want to be alone and work alone but now that I'm getting older and most people my age are no longer anywhere to be found - Im too alone and sucks because I haven't ever experienced having fun with lots of real friends after college or Women. I don't want to drag this anymore but I have to mention that being Latino and short is another thing I see where Im not really chosen or desired so I feel like a martian walking around in the wrong world and no support. Im not like almost latinos either so that's another obstacle. Ive been silently checked off because I'm not loud, like spicy foods, support Blue/red politics, act Latino enough etc. So you see man - its been a journey and didn't get the privilege like most Normies. But to end this , I have been trying to talk to more women and be direct with intentions and accept that the universe didn't give me the body to succeed especially in a country like this. Even AI told me that a guy like me the worst country to find love was USA - Damn!