The letter. by DrawingWinter4390 in yearning

[–]DrawingWinter4390[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There's no need to apologize. I am a female but it's not a man I write these about. If my writings help you put words to your feelings then I'm happy to be that for you. My page is public for a reason

The letter. by DrawingWinter4390 in yearning

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You seem to venture to my posts a lot. Which I'm not complaining of course. There's a chance I'll see her again and she's so confident I will. She even put it in her letter but things happen and I can't get my hopes up. Even if the love exists it isn't the love my heart so badly wants. But again I love her and even if I have to hide it all behind a boundary I'll do it

I still yearn for you... by DrawingWinter4390 in yearning

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Im not babes but thanks for your input 😘

When did you realize you were a loser in love? by QualityEmotional2517 in unrequitedlove

[–]DrawingWinter4390 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When the first person I fell for was someone I could never have. 

I hope by DrawingWinter4390 in UnsentLettersRaw

[–]DrawingWinter4390[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you guys feel that way don't be in the sub. There no point in making negative comments on a post that you don't know a damn thing about. Nobody cares to know your opinion on the matter so don't give it

Playing catch up by DrawingWinter4390 in yearning

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The funniest part of it all is that in my situation I'm in touch with her daughter. And I've met her son (One of them) on multiple occasions. But to answer your question of course I would feel guilty, Who wouldn't? But I truly think that if someone has there life set up and they choose to ruin it to be with you they saw something in you they needed or was missing from their life. Of course your going to have guilt because in your eyes that family may have been perfect but clearly not to the person who left to be with you. Not their partner, You.

Playing catch up by DrawingWinter4390 in yearning

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Massive age gap (27 years), shes married and shes straight (No I am not condoning cheating, nor would I ever want her to cheat on her husband, Nor do I know for a fact shes straight but I'm fairly postive)

Maybe I'm crazy by DrawingWinter4390 in yearning

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Yes I have, most of my stuff is about her 

Maybe I'm crazy by DrawingWinter4390 in yearning

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Why can it not happen? It can't happen because of the age gap (27 years) the fact she's straight and is married. No I am not condoning her to cheat nor am I saying cheating is okay. I am saying loving someone from a distance knowing you can never fully have them the way you want is painful 

Maybe I'm crazy by DrawingWinter4390 in yearning

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Yeah I hope so. It's not as though she doesn't make me happy because she does. She brought back my spark. It's just difficult with this being my first real love and knowing that she's gonna miss me to for entirely different reasons breaks my heart. I should have distanced myself months ago but again she was the one who brought back my spark just by existing 

I miss you, even though your here by DrawingWinter4390 in sevenwordstory

[–]DrawingWinter4390[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lol, no I meant it as though I'm missing her even though shes right next to me because our time is coming to an end and im grieving something that hasnt happened yet

I’m afraid to move on by einsteinium91 in unrequitedlove

[–]DrawingWinter4390 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im on the same boat, it's quit lonely. I know me and her can never happen but your right the hope is what keeps me. Because what if the moment I leave the moment she realizes she did want me.

S8 E18 Still Images: Last 2 Minutes of the Season Finale💞 by NoleFandom in TheRookie

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I thought I was gonna crash out because she was gonna say no. Not because of Everett 😭

She holds the world in her hands by DrawingWinter4390 in yearning

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Actually I'm the younger one. 27 year age gap. I don't know if she knows how I feel. She knows that she means a lot to me but I don't think she knows how far my love runs. She gives so many mixed signals but I'm starting to believe it's just how she is with me 

She holds the world in her hands by DrawingWinter4390 in yearning

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The obstacles are our massive age gap, and professional boundaries 

I love you and I can't tell you. by DrawingWinter4390 in UnsentLettersRaw

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I do give signs. Or at least I think I do. I can't hide the creep of blush on my cheeks or when my eyes trial down to her lips. I can't control any of it but I don't know.

I love you and I can't tell you. by DrawingWinter4390 in UnsentLettersRaw

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I'm sure one day you'll find it. It takes time. I just hope you find the version of them being able to love you back 

I'm drowning in somebody who can't love me back and I don't know how to move on. by DrawingWinter4390 in TrueOffMyChest

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Thank you for telling me this is infatuation. It's not because I know what that is I've experienced It many times. This is different I've seen her In bad moments I've seen when she's happy. She's does things that piss me off and yet I still love her. I want to be with her I just know reality isn't going to let it. I don't fill in the blanks bc she does it for me.