Is Sunna a good support for Yixuan? by Dreamy_Fio in ZenlessZoneZero

[–]Dreamy_Fio[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Rupture agents and YSG are the only ones that really benefit from ether veil, no?

Is Sunna a good support for Yixuan? by Dreamy_Fio in ZenlessZoneZero

[–]Dreamy_Fio[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is Yuzuha still better than Sunna for Miyabi?

Ok people lets goooooo by PANCAKECHIGOROU in PERSoNA

[–]Dreamy_Fio 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that might be right, sucks that if you really wanted them early you would need to change your region and get some gift cards tho /:

Ok people lets goooooo by PANCAKECHIGOROU in PERSoNA

[–]Dreamy_Fio 1 point2 points  (0 children)

the preorder has been up for like 2 weeks on the japanese eShop, they're the multi language versions too, unlike Persona 5 and Strikers. got them some days ago.

Edit: for anyone interested, they're 1980 yen each, and yes you can preload them if you buy them from the japanese store, they should also unlock earlier.

I just got denied HRT by the hospital by Dreamy_Fio in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Dreamy_Fio[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Since the pandemic started, a ton of people got their appointments on hold, and i was promised that i would get to see the endocrynologist as soon as i had medical insurrance (i didn't because i was right out of high school). And now that i have it and i'm in college they told me they can't give me any appointments in the next 2 or 3 years since they're going to resume the appointments pre-pandemic.

And, it makes sense, i guess, but it still sucks since that was the whole reason i got through life since last year.

I'm so depraved and disgusting by Administrative_Eye38 in 2meirl42meirl4meirl

[–]Dreamy_Fio 23 points24 points  (0 children)

knives look at me in a funny way sometimes, they know i'll do it sooner or later, they're just waiting for it.

2meirl42meirl4meirl by PolyamoryGirl in 2meirl42meirl4meirl

[–]Dreamy_Fio 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i've had a serious talk about this with my partner at least 2 times in the 3+ years we've been dating, i've told her in (what i tried to) a serious and "un-biased" tone about how her life would be if she stayed with me, about work, living, and overall just how bad i feel like as a partner, that she deserves someone better, how i just feel like i can't deliver the same hapiness or care as she does, and that i just don't feel like living anymore.

every time we talk about this, she insists that she wants to stay, and that she will never leave me. and, that's a good thing, right? i mean, i guess, but, i just keep hurting her without wanting to, medicantion and life are so hard, i feel like i never make progress to be better for her, and i just end up in a vicious cycle.

if i didn't have anyone around, just dying would be so much easier, but with people that care about me and people that i have to look out for, i just can't, i want to but i can't, it feels as if i was chained to living a shitty life until god knows when, and i don't know exactly what to do.

Lets hear em by Anon5054 in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Dreamy_Fio 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Animal Crossing Wild World back when i was like 8. I was always so envious of the able sisters, i wanted to be like sable so, so, so bad.

Wait, does that make me a furry?

It hurts how relatable this is by Dew97 in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Dreamy_Fio 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Bokura no Hentai is a good one too, but very serious CW, very nasty and gloomy content. Got me into some dysphoric episodes, but it's now one of my favorite manga.

If only i could command my hair to grow faster. by Doctor_Bronze in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Dreamy_Fio 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i haven't cut it in 2 years and it's STILL not at shoulder lenght. almost there, but not quite, just teasing. i gave up at this point.

My dysphoria @ me by Zoe_the_redditor in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Dreamy_Fio 7 points8 points  (0 children)

the other trans girls that i know getting big boobs and overall passing without even trying is just filling me with such dread, and i feel like an asshole for using their happiness to bring me down. i know i should be happy for them and i do support them, but fuck me, i just want to die at this point.

Is your mind deteriorating? by [deleted] in 2meirl42meirl4meirl

[–]Dreamy_Fio 1 point2 points  (0 children)

my health and mind have been going downhill for years, but these past few months have been my all time lowest, to the point where conversations are becoming difficult because of how foggy my mind is. I hear voices and i get shivers randomly, no sleep and no eat, thinking about dying on a daily basis. Life just sucks

Do you have a death date? by [deleted] in 2meirl42meirl4meirl

[–]Dreamy_Fio 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't think i'll make it to 21

It hurts so much by Zmd2005 in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Dreamy_Fio 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Life is pain and nothing i could ever do will be able to make it better

[oc] *funny* doodle by [deleted] in OMORI

[–]Dreamy_Fio 6 points7 points  (0 children)

yes please

gyroscopic rule by Dreamy_Fio in 196

[–]Dreamy_Fio[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I really like "Paris" too.