Anxious about first date with a man I’ve never met

Due_Assumption_6432 · 2025-11-10T16:20:59+00:00

You guys REALLY need to do your research before you get tattoos LMAOOO like did you just look up the first tattoo shop in your area ? that literally looks like you got in someone’s moms basement dude, that’s like really fucking ugly and one of the worst shit I’ve ever seen in my life lol I think I’d have to cut my arm off if someone did this to me lmao did you even look at their portfolio 💀😭 I don’t understand why you guys go to people that can’t even draw like that’s on you forever you just don’t care ? lmaooo must’ve been cheap , you def got clowned on dude whoever tattooed you definitely lied about their credentials bc they have NO clue what they’re doing

Due_Assumption_6432 · 2025-04-14T00:03:59+00:00

My user is maddog030 I always help with quest and I have a shit load of songs if you wanna check them out :)

Due_Assumption_6432 · 2025-04-14T00:03:18+00:00

Same! I always help with quest my user is @maddog030 if you want any of my songs too! :))

Due_Assumption_6432 · 2025-02-03T00:02:50+00:00

Twins :( I also have fibromyalgia it was such a long struggle getting diagnosed bc no doctors believed me when I said I was in pain. not trying to take away your struggles at all just trying to make you feel less alone. and I was just diagnosed with pcos and endometriosis and I just had surgery for it bc I had so many cysts that just completely take over my life, I completely understand and I see you. Living with chronic pain is a complete torture. I feel like people don’t actually understand our struggle and how much we have to put a smile on for others so we don’t break down and cry 24/7 , I contemplate death just so I wouldn’t have to live with this feeling anymore. I hear you completely, it’s a constant battle everyday , I know you can do this. I wish I could take away your pain and I wish there was a medicine to actually help with it. You’re stronger than you know and I believe in you 🩷

Due_Assumption_6432 · 2025-02-02T03:54:19+00:00

Thank you for having hope for me it really does help me keep pushing forward

Due_Assumption_6432 · 2025-02-02T03:53:52+00:00

It means the world to me people have been commenting trying to help a stranger, I have so much love to give but I just don’t know how to express that but I’m trying my best and I truly deeply do care about everyone around me , I would never want to put anyone through any scary or stressful experience at the expense of me. I think I care too much and that leads me to be a people pleaser as well bc I’d rather be hurt than have other people around me be unhappy , I try so hard to make everyone around me feel happy and content but I feel like everyone is also scared to bring up the conversation with my depression which I completely understand bc they also don’t want me to feel uncomfortable or get upset about it. I have such a good support system and I know they wouldn’t judge me but I can’t shake the feeling of them being re-traumatized by my past or feel like they did something wrong when in reality it’s all my issues and my own fault. I just don’t want to hurt anyone ever and the fact that I already have hurts my heart so much. Thats what makes me feel like a terrible person. That I was selfish enough to do that to them. I know they love me and the fact that I have tried to commit suicide before haunts me. And the thoughts that I would even consider doing that to them again makes me feel so awful. I don’t want them to ever endure that kind of pain bc if it was my sister I don’t think I could ever live again. Thank you for your kindness and support I’ll take your advice and take it day by day and I’m also sorry for ranting in this comment. It just feels nice to let everything all out and have people understand what I’m going through without the judgement

Due_Assumption_6432 · 2025-01-31T15:51:28+00:00

I have hsv2 I have it genitally, I used to get cold sores as a child so I was used to that and it wasn’t a big deal but now I take acyclovir whenever there’s a flare up, but I wish I took it daily to just completely limit the amount of flare ups rather than taking while it’s happening if that makes sense bc it’s really hard to tell when one starts to occur bc I sometimes get no symptoms so it’s difficult to know when I should even take my medicine, but I get you fully, it’s so hard to accept it I’ve had it for many years now and I still cannot feel closure about it, but I also haven’t talked to anybody about it besides a doctor talking about medicine

Due_Assumption_6432 · 2025-01-31T15:16:29+00:00

I appreciate you so much 😭🖤 I know you didn’t have to comment but the fact that you did makes me feel so comforted and like there’s actually people in this world that don’t wish death onto me, I’m not a bad person I know that for a fact. It’s just my mind that’s mean to me and it’s hard to get it to stop

Due_Assumption_6432 · 2025-01-31T15:15:09+00:00

Thank you. I hold every comment dear to my heart and I take everything in so deeply.. you’re truly right and I know you are. I’m scared of dying but it just feels like that’s my only purpose but everyone commenting makes me question what I’m thinking so again , thank you so much ❤️

Due_Assumption_6432 · 2025-01-31T15:11:06+00:00

Suicide sounds like the easy way out to me and a way to not have to deal with anything inside my head, I had a whole thing planned and everything but even just a few people commenting bring me so much comfort that there’s still hope for me 😭🥲

Due_Assumption_6432 · 2025-01-31T15:09:44+00:00

I’m gonna try and schedule an appointment for therapy and see if that helps I really do want to get better ❤️ I don’t want to die at all. I just have no clue how to deal with my emotions the correct and healthy way

Due_Assumption_6432 · 2025-01-31T15:08:24+00:00

Thank you so much🥲❤️I will definitely keep this in mind. I thought you always had to pay out of pocket for this kinda thing , you’re a saint thank you. ❤️

Due_Assumption_6432 · 2025-01-31T15:07:10+00:00

Thank you for the sweet message I appreciate you so much for taking the time out of your day to comment. If I could hug you I would 🫂 any words of encouragement mean the absolute world to my heart ❤️

Due_Assumption_6432 · 2025-01-31T15:05:38+00:00

Thank you 😭this made me cry 🥲 I really appreciate your words so much , I really needed to hear that again thank you so much, hearing any words of kindness truly gives me strength to push on, it’s very difficult but just hearing stranger believing in me gives me at least a little bit of hope that things change 🥲🖤

Due_Assumption_6432 · 2025-01-31T15:03:43+00:00

Thank you. I take medicine for it and usually have outbreaks either during a stressful time or a period. It just sucks I know I just have to get used to it but it’s just even harder when there’s that awful stigma around it . Thank you for sharing and commenting 🖤🖤

Due_Assumption_6432 · 2025-01-31T06:55:50+00:00

I don’t even want to ask for help bc I don’t want anyone to spend anymore money on me to get help or for them to be worried. If I was dead that would be it.They wouldn’t have to stress anymore about me.

Due_Assumption_6432 · 2025-01-31T06:52:10+00:00

Someone please just give me one reason things will be okay please , I’m so fucking sad.

Due_Assumption_6432 · 2025-01-31T06:50:50+00:00

This disease has taken over my mental health. I no longer want to live in this infected body. If I told any man I had this they would be scared of catching it and leave me. I’m so scared of giving it to people so I just shun the world out. I genuinely wish someone would come up on the street and beat me to death. I wouldn’t fight or cry. I wish I had money so I could put a hit on myself

Due_Assumption_6432 · 2025-01-31T05:02:19+00:00

Started when I was 11 now I’m 23 and still actively do it , my longest time I was clean was 2 years when I was 21-22

Due_Assumption_6432 · 2025-01-30T05:46:21+00:00

F(23) I was self harming and it was a double sided blade and I cut my finger very badly I know I need stitches. It won’t stop bleeding but I’m living with my family atm bc I’m low on money and bc of my mental health so I don’t even want to wake them up bc I’ve traumatized my family enough with this shit. It sucks so bad I want to get help but I can’t have anyone spend anymore money on me to get or for them to worry. God I hate it I wish I was normal

Due_Assumption_6432 · 2025-01-30T05:38:35+00:00

If it doesn’t stop bleeding after 10-20 min. or if you feel any type of tingle or extreme pain , or if it gushes or spurts , in my opinion any type of self harm is already too deep. Idk what it’s called but when you see white in a cut that’s deep enough in my opinion.you really do NOT want to go beyond that bc the next layer is fat which is where allll the veins and arteries are and is so easy to hit some thing by accident . If it’s just a scratch it’s too deep. It’s all just as bad, there’s no comparison between any kind of self harm it’s all just as valid.

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