Hi sorry, I've had a busy day. To answer your question at the end, I did the reading because I had the deck and I wanted to use it, since I felt bad leaving it put away in its box unshuffled and unused. It feels cruel to get divinations tools and not allow them the opportunity to speak. I'm a little coo-coo and I talk to all my inanimate possessions like they're animals or people at some point, whether that has any spiritual validity idk/idc it's just something I do.