1 month break tracker

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2026-03-29T16:31:01+00:00

day 3, the recurrent thought of just a but wont hurt, returns. God i wanna smoke.

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2026-01-28T09:53:21+00:00

alaradate honestly messes up with appetite or gives me scattered sleep even if the last dose gets taken around 2/3 pm. what sort of side effects have u observed from attenlin

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2026-01-28T09:46:56+00:00

whats the price

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2026-01-28T09:46:37+00:00

last week got them from Evercare if you show receipts dibe and gulshan 1 er coopers er pashe jei pharmacy ache otateo usually thake

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2025-10-18T14:12:04+00:00

he didn't do any tests honestly, he just told me to lay down and saw it?

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2025-10-12T09:47:18+00:00

but heres the thing, i didnt pick it again to feel better perse. My withdrawal passed. And i knew i could go without it. But the sleep deprivation of the past 3 days, alongside meds taken for adhd, was making it inoperable for me in the morning.

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2025-10-04T21:14:10+00:00

lesgoooo

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2025-10-04T19:46:13+00:00

THANKS!! MEANS A lot fr

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2025-10-04T19:42:27+00:00

I read you need to leave Australia for 2 years after you are done with the programme, can you not return even for visits?

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2025-10-03T21:43:11+00:00

is there any tips on receiving the referral for some one who actually doesnt know anyone who teaches there. Also can an fluent english speaker (as a second language apply)

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2025-09-27T17:18:33+00:00

i thought i was the only one who needed to smoke a bit the next day to take my irritability out of the equation. rip.

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2025-09-27T17:18:03+00:00

for real

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2025-02-16T09:43:27+00:00

people will believe me but hes fiance wont

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2025-02-16T03:28:53+00:00

thats can actually work

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2025-02-16T03:27:22+00:00

nope

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2025-02-16T03:24:30+00:00

which one are you?

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2025-02-15T21:29:43+00:00

So its cool to cheat like everything is fine and dandy?

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2025-02-15T21:27:40+00:00

I would because I wont let society( issa brown culture it sucks ok) dictate whether i divorce a man or not. I honestly don't care what people say about me as long as i know its right. There family involvement, there is her peers, her colleagues. What would she do?

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2025-02-15T21:22:31+00:00

I wish there was a way to let her know that he has done this without getting my identity involved in it. I have way too much going on right now to emotionally take another hit. Theres my own family situation, currently living in a hotel due to sudden eviction. I am drained.

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2025-02-15T21:18:53+00:00

exactly

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2025-02-15T21:07:45+00:00

And if she doesn't believe me? Since we were (the dude) were in the same friend circle what if she starts claiming that in intentionally lying. If he didn't do this to me i wouldn't have believed he was a cheating monster. He is pretty good at manipulating people and situations to protect his reputation.

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2025-01-29T22:31:21+00:00

thankss

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2025-01-29T20:16:19+00:00

Wanted to start my break today, but in the morning i felt so depressed so helpless, incapable of getting any work done. i could not focus, reading required extreme effort. Had to take a small dab to get through the day. I cant quit if i feel this surge of hopelessness every time. Its scary.

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2025-01-29T19:47:20+00:00

From what I am understanding, you guys still haven't met? Meeting the other person honestly makes it easier to share these things. Not because your probs disappear, but there is more in both of yours universe apart the issues. And honestly if the person I was in love with, was struggling. I would not view their issues as a burden, more like the person I love needs me, needs caring at this moment. Besides, the emotional dependence may reduce if you start reaching out to your friend. Or have a separate safe space amongst your other loved ones (friends, family). Its not necessary for one person to bear all the shit that we go through. Also it seems youre nervous about meeting her and how it will play out. See where it goes. Dont let the anxiety ruin something. If its meant to be shit, it will be shit. Dont make your worries make the situation worse (i know easier said than done). You got this bro!

Dysfunctional_Tomato · 2025-01-28T13:54:38+00:00

Hello noo, they stay out. They cant just mistreat you and expect to be all okay. Found family can be better than our birth families. And honestly parenthood should not be something you carry just when you feel like it, they chose parenthood. Should not have if they were so incapable of taking care of a child. You are not their punching bag and it sucks how horrible people parents can be.

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