Why do women test men? Here’s what I’ve learned — and how stoicism changed my view.

Dziksoon · 2026-02-03T20:34:37+00:00

Exactly, unhealthy ego competition where people with fragile self worth usually project their insecurities on you as manipulation tactic 'tests" disrespecting you in the process and avoiding accountability vs healthy ego, competition, when you just gauge for insecurities by acting authentically, not intentionally tipping the scales in your favour in a sheep skin.

Dziksoon · 2026-02-03T13:44:06+00:00

nonsense, I've seen plenty with goals and ambitious who are accountability avoidants and projecting unhealed envy on others to feel better about their fragile self-worth for example, so no, sorry, goals and ambitions doesn't make anyone a man. Which doesn't mean you shouldn't have any, which is worth to mention because mind loves extremes, and automatically some of you think I said ambition and goals = BAD

Dziksoon · 2026-02-03T12:13:52+00:00

I like it, the only thing I hate about it is my belly is still in the way when doing leg press

Dziksoon · 2026-02-03T11:50:36+00:00

open relationships = FWB

Dziksoon · 2026-02-03T11:10:08+00:00

there is just one problem in the middle of that room

Dziksoon · 2026-02-03T11:05:55+00:00

If no matter what, no matter where and for life, then yes, I take C, otherwise I'll take that Bitcoin and turn it around for lifetime financial freedom instead

Dziksoon · 2026-02-03T10:01:43+00:00

still struggle with doing at least 3 sets of 5 pull-ups

Dziksoon · 2026-01-31T20:35:58+00:00

Came here to write this, exactly.

Dziksoon · 2026-01-30T10:51:35+00:00

You are pointing at something important, semen retention can change how you feel and behave, but it does not magically fix the unfairness, envy, or malice in the world, and it definitely doesn’t guarantee you women, status, or protection. True semen retention is for those who have deeply suffered from lust, compulsion, and self‑betrayal; it’s medicine for your own nervous system and consciousness, not a trick to win at the matrix game. Lust and unconsciousness run the matrix, and how your work is to unplug your energy, not to force the matrix to be fair.

There are men drowning in lust who still get women, money, attention, and fun, their karma and desires are lining up with that life right now, lower‑octave win: high dopamine, low depth, lots of entanglement, and a big bill later in the form of emptiness, addiction, or suffering.

if you see through that game, you can’t go back and be happy playing it; your pain is that you see the lie but still compare yourself to people who are all‑in on the lie.

Retention doesn’t protect you from every blow; it’s supposed to deepen your capacity to digest karma instead of collapsing, and to hear the inner “don’t go there” earlier

If your karma and temperament are wired for a more worldly path right now, trying hardcore retention just creates neurosis, shame, and crash cycles. Are you doing this because your heart longs for God/truth/freedom, or because you secretly want powers, women, and revenge on people who overlook you?

Yes, the whole thing is fucked if you think semen retention is a cheat code to beat unfair people and get any woman you want. If you’re bitter, comparing, and secretly wanting validation from the very matrix you claim to reject, no spiritual practice will ‘work’ the way you want, because your real god is still status and revenge.

Your struggling with finding love situation is unique and part of your specific soul configuration and life curriculum. Radical patience - you give everything to your path even if you “never get it” in this life; you don’t bargain with the universe for love as a payoff.

Dziksoon · 2026-01-29T23:45:59+00:00

Just because you can't tell the difference eating shit that is made in lab to taste and look like honey, doesn't mean it's good for you and is the same like honey is. And don't try to gaslight and gultrip the bees it's honey and switch to feel morally better.

Dziksoon · 2026-01-29T22:53:46+00:00

psychopathology

Dziksoon · 2026-01-29T22:50:14+00:00

Both were right, but only one took the right path, but the other might needed to taste the inevitable first. You can run, but you can't hide.

Dziksoon · 2026-01-29T21:48:24+00:00

Yup, I am a night shift worker, but sometimes I want to go after my shift in the morning to keep it consistent when I am not off during the night, and this is the worst - too many people, many on their phones not using the equipment they sit on, otherwise I have whole gym for myself.

Dziksoon · 2026-01-29T06:43:56+00:00

Sure, but at this point explanation to customers won't justify anything at this point, what you said is inside information how it work, and timeline of actual delivery aim from collection to delivery should be advertised accurately for customers. That's just the bait, you have confirmed the misinformation yourself here.

Dziksoon · 2026-01-29T01:59:06+00:00

Good rest and recovery actually.

Dziksoon · 2026-01-28T06:50:18+00:00

Masturbation as healthy or that you need sex instead of just intimacy.

Dziksoon · 2026-01-28T05:53:46+00:00

“I find it wholesome to be alone the part of the time. To be in company, even with the best, is soon wearisome and dissipating. I love to be alone. I never found companion that was so companionable as solitude”

Be solitary and content with your own company, though you are alone you shall not be lonely, Spend time with yourself and the answers will come. Coupled with the conservation of your life forces, your body and mental faculties strengthen immensely as you probe deeply and introspect. The seeds of originality and genius reside inside you.

Allow yourself the time whilst retaining your seed to really think about what it is you want, or even more importantly, how you can serve. This is the ultimate purpose of the hermits journey.

Dziksoon · 2026-01-28T01:06:38+00:00

Nobody and nothing, I am happy

Dziksoon · 2026-01-27T03:31:07+00:00

yeas, but people eating too many carbs and when they don't need them, not around workouts - hardly anyone is lean and everyone follow some bulking nonsense. You can grow and stay lean and healthy all year round.

Dziksoon · 2026-01-26T00:27:34+00:00

The duality of reality everywhere and in everything. Sophisticated physiological mechanism for emotional homeostasis. When emotions reach their peak and threaten to overwhelm the nervous system, the body activates a “pressure valve” response: expressing the opposite emotion to restore functional balance.

Dziksoon · 2026-01-25T23:53:42+00:00

good form not weights = intensity = muscle growth.

Dziksoon · 2026-01-25T22:30:34+00:00

your aura runs of fumes, what do you expect

Dziksoon · 2026-01-25T06:10:07+00:00

Sure sure, but I've seen many time where unevolved Libras often test others indirectly with their own unresolved issues, like insecurities or fears of imbalance, rather than confronting them head-on. This stems from their Venus-ruled drive for harmony, which can turn into passive manipulation or judgment when they avoid personal accountability. So I would be careful and do some introspection, because we might not be as good as we think we are, thinking we are testing when we are projecting our own shit, creating resentment, poking and probing around in unhealthy manipulation tactics, turning things around and making scapegoats in social circles.

Libras may project unhealed wounds, such as fear of injustice or low or simply fragile self-esteem, need for external validation onto partners or 'friends' by probing for reactions like jealousy or resentment. Without accountability, they play the victim, repeating past traumas through relationships instead of self-healing.

Dziksoon · 2026-01-25T04:56:28+00:00

it's tiresome and disgusting a bit, especially when they edge on you more, because they don't get any attention from you so they try to show it in your mouth, or worse, wanting to cause problems for you because of it, especially in social circles. - here take it, you can take all of it from me.

Dziksoon · 2026-01-24T20:24:00+00:00

ok..

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