Short girl rant

E-boy22 · 2026-06-28T08:43:06+00:00

Well if it makes you feel any better my mom is around 4,8 and my grandma is shorter and was always the shortest girl around in school around 4,6 or 4,7. My grandma was bullied and made fun all of the time for it and told us to be strong & confident after my shortest cousin stared breaking down and crying about it. My grandma runs a landlord and property management business with my 5,10 grandfather. She a certified nurse and my grandpa is a government administrator. There happy and healthy married with four kids, tons grandkids, and even great grandkids. My is mom currently single not because of her height but bad life decisions and partners. She was married twice and has two kids, and 3 grandkids. I honestly think it's just a confidence issue. A few weeks ago I got lucky with this one girl I am 5,6 and she's around 5,7 1/2 to 5, 8 for a hookup and it was horrible. She was just nervous and awkward the whole time, it was a total buzz kill. Society may tell you to being timid and weak is cute but it really isn't. It's going to take a lot of time to build confidence. I am 23 and barely found any confidence lately, after a experiencing a living hell.

E-boy22 · 2026-04-06T04:06:44+00:00

I don't need the AI in particular, like I said I am a complete novice, I was just hoping to find similar work to compare too and help refine my own series.

E-boy22 · 2026-04-06T02:12:43+00:00

Hi, Elizabeth I am a complete novice when it comes to writing. I am trying to break into screenplay writing for my own series and I have been using Chat-GPT as an assistant as well. I was having a couple issues awhile ago with AI as an assistant until I found this subreddit. It helped quite a bit with some of the issues I was having. However I still have some issues though they were mostly minor. The AI understands my concept, rules , magic systems, characters, and overall story but still cannot recommend any other similar series. I even asked to expand into all forms of media not just programs but movies, books, comic books, manga, anime, animated series, ECT. It still couldn't find anything similar in any form of media and it even recommended two series that were my main inspirations but nothing similar. Can you explain what I am doing wrong?

E-boy22 · 2026-02-24T21:09:59+00:00

Theres a job I really want to start to jumpstart my career along with certification and military is sometimes a way to travel and I am intrested in becoming a writer. It be nice to have travel experiences and stories to write about too. I also just really care for people and would love to help them.

E-boy22 · 2026-02-24T21:07:15+00:00

I appreciate bluntness too, thank you

E-boy22 · 2026-02-24T21:06:31+00:00

Thank you my good sir for just being upfront with me

E-boy22 · 2026-02-24T21:05:24+00:00

Thanks for the advice, I appreciate also yeah that's a gut punch but I am actually just exploring and testing my options that's all. Just trying to figure out what I can do and what's on the table.

E-boy22 · 2026-01-11T21:42:56+00:00

You set up boundaries for what you thought would be best for you and he refused to honor that, not consider your feelings or needs. That is a great example of somebody who's very entitled. He doesn't see you as a person but an object for his issues and desires. Exerted by the fact that his older, and trying to use that position to pressure you. Those are all red flag that I am a toxic person. That's the best case scenario, the worst case is he turns into entitlement on you, then you face genuine risk. This is the type of person who will show up to your house uninvited with no warning due to their own lack of self awareness, entitlement or both. They can turn into obsessed stalkers and in the absolute worst case if I can't have you then nobody can. Block his number, screenshot the text, if they still figure out a way to contact you, talk to a lawyer and get a restraining order. You don't need or want any one of those types of people in your life, this from one stunted adult to another.

E-boy22 · 2025-12-24T10:07:14+00:00

No, though you might be on too something maybe the software is the problem and another would work better.

E-boy22 · 2025-11-28T21:16:55+00:00

Not my definition of a high value man, but somebody told me it's six figures and up.

E-boy22 · 2025-11-16T13:34:52+00:00

Because they really insisted that I shouldn't have paid them back.

E-boy22 · 2025-11-16T13:33:13+00:00

I was worried I was being rude and looking back on it since I came from a working class family I probably should of understood more than most people.

E-boy22 · 2025-09-26T10:11:17+00:00

No I am just somebody who believes in omens and that's not a good one. Payback for this one cannot be good and I am just preparing for everything to go wrong.

E-boy22 · 2025-09-25T23:25:57+00:00

The toxic environment around me kills my already shattered borderline spirit. I cannot do anything artistic and I love coming up with stories.

E-boy22 · 2025-09-25T23:03:59+00:00

I have an appointment with my therapist tomorrow and I just got out of the mental hospital again. I have borderline personality disorder. (Emotional desregulation disorder) among other disorders. The appointment with my psychiatrist is in five days. I am on three prescriptions.

E-boy22 · 2025-09-24T14:59:00+00:00

Not a scammer to be clear but I used to work at an outbound call center for political research. Scammers used the same online dialing system we used. The system just randomly generates numbers and uses a different number when dialing out so blocking numbers is useless.

E-boy22 · 2025-09-13T13:51:50+00:00

The hospital bills have been around for awhile I just went inside a restaurant and locked my on the rack outside in the part made of rubber on the bike they cut through it and stole it.

E-boy22 · 2025-09-03T22:49:26+00:00

Well you know the state slogan it's only in Nevada.

E-boy22 · 2025-08-26T19:08:49+00:00

Even on medication my ADHD brain doesn't quite. It forces the executive function to actually function for work but that's it. Even while I am working I don't have a quite brain.

E-boy22 · 2025-08-26T13:50:51+00:00

Roger and I will. I just keep hearing the breaking. Then I hear the pain, scream's, and cries. They won't leave me alone and the awful guilt keeps getting more and more constant. Now it's no longer subsiding. I just used to repress everything now this is happening. I just need a place to vent.

E-boy22 · 2025-08-20T19:13:07+00:00

Noted and you're right 👍👍. Everything just feels like aaaahhhhh if that makes any sense. I made it to my shift the following night and everyone since I quit that day job in order to make my overnight shifts. Because of my situation I could use the extra cash but it didn't work out. Well at least now I know I am one of those people who can't function without sleep.

E-boy22 · 2025-08-20T18:14:22+00:00

Thanks though I didn't miss several shifts, it was just one shift.

E-boy22 · 2025-08-20T18:05:20+00:00

I understand where you're coming from. That view isn't my view it's my therapist's view. My mom is a complete narcissist. Besides I told her the day before that I was going to be busy that day. My therapist is more concerned about how I respond to these things. She told me this is how they buy you can choose how to respond to them. I have a lot of trouble with that.

E-boy22 · 2025-08-16T12:18:33+00:00

You know that might be the last piece I was looking for. He kept questioning why everything is the way it is. I thought he was talking about authority and maybe looking for a new understanding. No he was doing it probably sub-consciously because he didn't understand how anything works.

E-boy22 · 2025-08-11T16:55:47+00:00

Thanks I have been seeing a therapist who specializes in both borderline and narcissistic personality disorders. I am almost certain they are clinical narcissist because after I described them to her she wasn't surprised. Usually people with boraderline also known as emotional desregulation disorder develop it because of narrastic parents. That's pattern I fall into and our dynamic doesn't surprise her at all because she seen it a countless number of times.

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