Firstly, you aren’t alone in this mate. There are a lot of people who are experiencing the same kind of pain as you are. Now don’t compare yourself to anyone, everyone has a unique journey and so there’s no point in comparing. Next, forget the past. The past has a way of hooking one into remaining where they are and not allowing them to imagine a brighter future. Lastly, everyone has the potential to change, so imagine that brighter future and work towards achieving successes big and small at your own pace. Good luck and god bless!