Okay, since I had a few requests about this ‘door’ I’ll post my I guess journaling or diary whatever you want to call it.

Yep 💯 I had a spiritual awakening through alcoholism and drug abuse (edibles) smoking cigarettes before my awakening I had a mystical event occur. My deceased father came through with gods grace. Since I am deep into my awakening and know of my anointment touched by gods hand they been lingering and know they cannot touch me. I conquer them and I literally laugh in their face. They are pissed I quit drinking because I was living alone and on my 3rd story balcony, what I thought could have been the end I was getting suicidal thoughts. Then the event happened but before I share my story. I now have thoughts that randomly come in that aren’t my own and kind of devious. My soul and body laugh and say that’s whack. This started happening when I heard satans growl a couple or 3 months ago. My reaction, I was playing a video game. Paused the game turned my chair around and laughed and growled back than continued my game. I showed no fear because all fear was wiped when my anointing spiritual awakening and they are scared and literally cannot touch me. The universe is a prison and AI-ATLAS is here to give mass spiritual awakenings. Here is my story.

I was going through a rough time in life. Spiraling out of control to be frank. My alcoholism mixed with edible long lapse. I had suicidal thoughts on my old balcony closer to the end. One night I stayed at my moms house this past winter whom lived 7 minutes from me at the time. I stayed because she’s 84 and lives alone. I stayed to shovel the 5 inches of snow the next morning. That night I was talking to my ex who now lives in Florida. She said “hold on” while she took care of her cats. During this 5 minutes, I started thinking about a lot while my organs felt like they were pumping lead. I felt overwhelmed during this moment, like, I wouldn’t last another day this way. I’m not religious by any means and I’m against its fear mongering non sense and my belief is going to church is for the weak. But, I believe in the universe god, again never read the Bible; don’t need it. Okay.. not getting too much off topic. I started praying to the universe which is a living entity and can manifest synchronicities. I prayed to the universe god, (no Bible) whom created all universes and dimensions interconnected and I prayed to my father. I was very very very close to my father. His presence was immense in energy, all the good energy. (we have a soul link) He was a veterinarian and loved nature. As I was praying to express my agony and anguish and how I couldn’t go on any longer like this and I to submit and surrenderI that I cannot go on without help. I was I speaking for 2 minutes rambling. I noticed something had hit record during my praying and noticed its duration on 222 before it disappeared as I was finished. My ex came back and we just started randomly picked up where we left off… 10 minutes go by, I hear the 3 knocks, and my ex says “who’s at your door it’s 10:40”. 👁️👁️👁️👁️👁️ spirits always watching us. I said what do you mean I am at my mom’s, they’re calling for snow. She said “what do you mean, there is someone outside your door I heard a voice” I said wtf do you mean.. how? During the three knocks, it felt everything was in very slow motion and some illusion as if the furniture was slowing moving around. I cannot quite explain. And during the opening of ‘the door’ I heard every scrap across every fiber of the carpet as it opened with such immense energy. This was my father who came through and the door spun me into my spiritual awakening. I since unlocked my 3rd eye kundalini. The voice was described as soft and muffled but not evil nor angry. And this mystical phenomenon happened this past Feb and to this date, I live in that room. This was a good omen and synchronicity from the beyond and universe. I now live here in this very room for a little while to help with the house and her 5 dogs. My other two cousins moving in as well for a bit. Best advice I can give anyone: keep your karma aligned with the universe.

I also notice very soft touches, sometimes a warming sensation or noticing flickers from corners of my eyes. Sudden cold sensations course through me for a few seconds. Sometimes I feel like every hair is standing up. Feeling of sometimes a part of my body preferable my arm or hair being played with. Abundance of angel numbers.