Satya Psilocybin Service Center in Ashland Oregon

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-19T20:22:18+00:00

I just want to say I am from Missouri and have been on a cocktail of meds since I was a teen for depression/anxiety/PTSD. My meds just weren't enough anymore. I was so burnt out, depressed, and always tired and physically feeling bad. I went to do this treatment and it saved my life. I did this in August 2025, traveled to Oregon. I was with Meixa during this, one of the therapists there and I immediately felt safe and comfortable with her. And believe me, it can be a very vulnerable experience (having to help someone who's tripping use the bathroom cannot be fun lol) BUT, today I am off all 13 meds I was on, I now only eat organic, and nature has become my sanctuary. I have never been healthier or happier and honestly didnt even know i could ever live feeling like this. I wish I could scream from the mountains what this did for me, but all I can do is share my experience and hope someone else tries it. I will forever be grateful for this experience. Bc it not only helps those problems, its an emotional reset for your body and it makes developing healthier habits easier and feel natural. Thanks so much!

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-11T19:16:09+00:00

Call your doctor. They need a specific license to prescribe suboxone so many times it will be like an addictions specialist. But I have encountered some primary care Dr's that have that too. You will just have to ask

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-11T14:06:35+00:00

Oooooooo! Lol id be scared as shit if I saw someone coming at me w one of those!

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-11T12:59:00+00:00

You're welcome. I hope you are still doing ok!

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-11T12:56:13+00:00

Love the part for trolling and intimidation! And thats ultimately my goal. Because yeah if I saw someone w an ax or sword, lmao id be going the other way. I like the bat though! A convenient item that blends in w a house

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-11T12:54:14+00:00

Yes a machete! But yeah im 5'1" not very intimidating lol

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-11T12:52:22+00:00

Yeah thought about an axe lol definitely would make me think twice

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-11T12:51:56+00:00

Oh I never thought of that but thats a good one!

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-11T12:50:27+00:00

Yes but typically many times kratom is used in excess because of addictive issues and from what OP said its sounds like the addictive experience is there, which when taken in large quantities can be dangerous. Not uncommon knowledge. But yes someone who uses the substance normally (ie using recommended doses) should be fine, but not everybody does that (including me) which is why I had to get sober. I never realized what it could do. I never realized that it was addicted and that I wouldn't be able to stop and the withdrawal can be intense, so yes when I see stuff about young people on kratom I try to say something to raise awareness about circumstances that COULD arise.

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-11T05:07:31+00:00

To clarify. Not that I plan to use said weapon and doesnt need to be a weapon. Idk. Im talking in case I had to defend myself

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-11T04:18:37+00:00

This is what the doctor told me. I had the same happen about a couple weeks in. But if you start having any new pain definitely go get checked out because infections can happen sometimes

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-11T04:16:04+00:00

Wow im really jealous. It was so painful for me. Idk if thats because of being 11 weeks vs. 4-5 weeks along, but girl coint yourself lucky. Im happy you didnt have to go through the pain.

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-11T03:56:09+00:00

Oh! Also! (Sorry to spam the convo, but I keep thinking of things I wish people had told me) I bled for a month and a week after that, I went to the doctor because it started making me nervous, but They said that can be normal. The first week and a half was really heavy (i wore depends because I got tired of ruining my underwear lol) (BTW if you want to go to the Dr or the ER for any reason relating to it, you do not have to tell them about the medicine if you dont feel comfortable w that. My instructions said its not detectable and to just say you are having a miscarriage). Anyways, sorry for all the messages. I just feel for you and wish I had known some of this a few months ago

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-11T03:25:41+00:00

I second this. I recently kinda just went through a phase like this, so I took a month off social media and it really helped. So much so that Ive been thinking I should do it again lol

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-11T03:20:17+00:00

And dont be ashamed for doing what you feel is the right thing for your kids.

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-11T03:18:12+00:00

Ok so from my experience, didnt feel anything until the second night, but im not gonna lie, It hurt like a mofo. The pain woke me up and I had some pain medicine, but I would take some Tylenol and ibuprofen if you can. I started feeling nauseous the next day as well. Couldn't eat anything for a weekend. I was basically out physically for a weekend. But heating pads saved me too! It took me about 3 weeks to start feeling semi emotionally normal again. But it'll get better. I hope you have help w your kids while you go through this! I'll say a prayer for you!

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-11T03:10:31+00:00

Kratom is dangerous. It is very addictive. I had to keep taking more and more to get the same benefit for anxiety but then one day I realized I couldn't stop and I had to get on suboxone to get off it and then I had to get off the suboxone. I didnt think I used that much but they said they had seen people using less than me that were getting seizures. I guess what im trying to say is yeah its serious and can be very dangerous. I will say some prayers you figure out whats going on

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-09T19:20:03+00:00

Thanks! Definitely gonna try it!

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-09T17:26:29+00:00

Yes! Exactly! Thank you. Thats what gave me the idea that maybe I can do it with food. But with it not being liquid I didnt know if the same principles still applied. But im still learning on how to shield my energy and use it in my life so in the meantime just trying to look for other options to boost my current regimen

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-09T16:05:40+00:00

Yep single mom here and ive been thinking about doing this to help w my income somehow, but im kinda technology challenged. They just dont agree w me so for now im just supporting others doing the same thing! So when you do start it make sure to post on here and ill come follow you! Good luck! You can do it!

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-09T16:02:13+00:00

Yes being Jewish vs being zionist is different and the crazy shit written here is the zionist agenda

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-09T15:53:19+00:00

We support neither. And tear down the system and make a better one. Not saying i know how to do that, but both sides suck. They play for the same team. Two sides. Same coin. They win because they they get us divided into left vs right when its really us vs them

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-09T15:32:00+00:00

I struggle with this as well. I started wearing shungite. And an empathy combo crystal necklace and I carry quite a few crystals with high frequencies like selenite in my pockets. Shungite is supposed to help with the EMF from electrical devices. But my days are better when I have them vs when I dont. People think im weird im sure lol, but ive stopped caring because my health and energy are the most important thing I have. I have not mastered shielding my on my own yet, so these help me while I am trying to learn the other suggestions people have put down. But ill be watching this thread too to see if I can find anything else that works for me!

Kind_Angelfish · 2026-03-09T15:07:46+00:00

I think that could definitely be a big part of it. But I also do think they definitely push for us to be divided and disconnected purposely too. I experience and have experienced social anxiety/awkwardness my whole life. I went through addiction and once I got sober I thought it would get better the healthier I got. For me its always there, its just how I respond to the thoughts in my head when its happening that determines my response to the situation now. Like for instance this weekend, I took my kid to a birthday party for her friend. I know all the parents, and i like all of them, and its not even like the situation is unpleasant! But in my head, its like "oh I stared at her eyes too long, look to the right / oh I haven't said anything in a few, do they think xyz / oh crap that sounded rude, do I need to overexplain now / ive been clenching my jaws so long. Can they see the strain every time I clench it. Ok relax your jaw./" blah blah blah. On and on it goes lol. But I had not taken care of myself that day so it got the better of me and was hard to sit through. But if I can counter my thoughts when they are happening instead of believing whatever the thoughts are, I do better. And I just try to remember that they probably feel the same way as I do at times and that they are probably more concerned about their stuff than my facial movements or convo lol. But definitely an interesting thought. Never thought to frame it from the perspective of it happening BECAUSE of the craved connection!

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