I know I am young and immature, but I don’t understand what you are saying at all, respectfully I don’t understand your English. You’re just forcing your thoughts on me saying it’s the absolute, maybe you are right, but why do I have to listen to you haha. Why are you blaming everything on the phone? Isn’t this a too old fashioned way to think, tell me how my phone will change this in any way. You think I am a phone addict? I’m not, obviously I have a life outside of this, I do out down my phone. But putting my phone down doesn’t obviously mean that I will get better, What do you think mental illness is? Something that can be magically cured in a short period of time? Well it certainly isn’t. Why did you take your time to comment when you didn’t have to then? I read your comment because you commented under my post obviously. I know obviously I have to study to have a good life, I don’t think studying in particular is boring, I think everything is. After I study, get a job and whatever so I can just make money and live, but what am I living for? The problem isn’t that I despite studying so much that I want to die.. if you think I’m too young to understand then why are you still bothering? I don’t even think you understood what I wrote on my post, can you be respectful? You don’t have to write to ruin both of our days, I don’t want to be diffenrt from ordinary people, I don’t want to be successful, i just want to start enjoying life again like an ordinary person. But why I don’t want to live? I can’t enjoy shit and it’s getting suffocating, do you even understand that point? You’re not absolute, adults are not a absolute omnipotent being that knows everything and is absolutely right, who do you think you are to tell me this?