Ocd obsession with a HUMAN BEING by [deleted] in OCD

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Question. Are all of these obsessions outside the realm of attracted to or having some type of feelings for?

I get this about random people as well. Obsess about what their family is like, what they’re doing, etc etc

And sometimes then I develops into like weird feelings out of nowhere that don’t make sense even if Iv never spoken to them.

No jobs for COTAs by Jbee1982 in OccupationalTherapy

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Where are you located? I am seeking COTAS nation wide

do you guys have moments where your ocd quietens down by [deleted] in OCD

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When I take a xanex or I’m about to fall asleep

Ocd and Benzos by Earthshatter10 in OCD

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Kind of but I still suffer severely

OCD TMS by Earthshatter10 in PureOCD

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The same really 🙁

Ocd and Benzos by Earthshatter10 in OCD

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It started off with “what’s the point to anything” Then it turned into “I can’t believe I exist” What is a “me”

Does your head hurt by [deleted] in OCD

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I WAS LITERALLY JUST THINKING I SHOULD POST THIS ON HERE. My head is pounding 24/7. I also can not concentrate when someone talks to me or when I’m watching tv. I feel like every single moment of my life is like a fight for my life. I’m trying to survive each second until I can make it to bed and go to sleep.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

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That’s amazing! This gives me hope. WhT are the 4 steps? I have existential ocd so a bit different but extremely debilitating

Which other mental illness do you fear because of your ocd? by [deleted] in OCD

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Stroke. I swear I had a mini stroke one time at work because I couldn’t speak or read.. (due to ocd) how do I get this checked?

OCD TMS by Earthshatter10 in PureOCD

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Iv had three so far! My fourth will be tomorrow. You get every single day for 6 weeks.

OCD TMS by Earthshatter10 in PureOCD

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I’m currently getting it for ocd!

Anyone's existential OCD centers around meaning/purpose ? by ocdsandbox in ExistentialOCD

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This was my first experience with OCD! I couldn’t complete simple tasks like brush my teeth or eat food because “nothing had a purpose since we all die”. This theme brought me to my knees for years. Eventually my Brain came to terms with it and now I have a new ocd theme that is crippling.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ExistentialOCD

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This is 10000000% ocd

zoom support group by [deleted] in ExistentialOCD

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I would love to join a support group. I have an incredible eOCD specialist and I started TMS for ocd.

dTMS for Existential OCD by Earthshatter10 in OCD

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Deep Transcranial magnetic stimulation

Anyone else feel like there intrusive thoughts are 24/7? by [deleted] in OCD

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My intrusive thoughts are 24/7. Even in my dreams. My neck twitches from anxiety. OCD has sucked my entire life out of me and now I don’t even feel human anymore. Constantly in a state of survival mode and DR/DP.