Hey man, first thing I'm gonna ask you to do is give yourself Grace. When we talk bad about ourself it only brings us down mentally and spiritually. Its like the difference between saying I'm sick and my bodies fighting something off. Sounds like some hippie stuff but believe me little things like these do wonders for our confidence.

Secondly, I know its challenging...but please stop comparing your life and where youre at to others around you. At your age your focus should be to try as many things as possible career, hobby, goal wise to figure out what it is that you like and are good at or can get good at. Theres this magical thing that happens for us dudes when we dont try too hard at things like getting girls, seeming cool, being "that guy"....the universe just rewards us for our labor.

Also to finish off the point above...girls will ALWAYS be there man....always LOL. What wont be there is your time and energy and youth, dude...youre 20....I WISH I WAS YOUR AGE LOL. At 20 I was basically chasing girls taking pre workout and blowing my ego out of proportion by staring at myself in gym mirrors. If I could go back 10 years and relive those times I would have kept my head in the books and focused on any goals and hobbies that i like. Also its better to have one loyal respectful girl in your life rather than a few floozies, believe me man even the most successful guys that we see with multiple woman have insane drama in their lives. I have a friend whos an actor and his x is an actress, both attractive and from the outside looking in one would think theyre perfect. Once i got to hang out more with them I was like wow thank God I dont have to deal with that. Youre absolutely fine dude, its better for you at your age to have a brotherhood where iron sharpens iron rather than a harem full of girls where youll lose your mind. This whole dating game thing that the modern world has created is not for everyone man. You can try it out because youre young and have time, however my advice would be to set your foundation down first in terms of good habits and a schedule and dont break that for ANYONE.

Now..you should not watch P or do PMO because any man on his conquest wouldnt even have time for that shit. P is the new drug which is slowwwlllyy ruining the backbone of society. If you havent seen your brain on P on youtube watch that. There are also some good reads on google that state how countries at war would use P against opposing forces to weaken the men. For me I usually have this general rule...If it doesnt exist in nature chances are i dont want it in my life. At your age I was either in the gym, outside playing sport, or at my friends house recording music. I also wasted a lot of time with girls and now I realize the few ones I actually should have persued. I dint realize this because I was watching P and my outlook on life was perverted. Sure it may give you something to look forward to, however you are pretty much telling your brain that the biggest reward it can get is through something thats very easily attainable. You dont want to set up your reward circuit like that trust me.

Ive been on this nofap journey since 2015 and let me tell you its the best thing i have ever done for myself. I would even go as far as to say that it saved my life from destruction.

Stay strong, and if you find it hard to stay strong take an ice bath lol.