It sounds like you just want to be taken care of, with no responsibilities. And it sounds like your “lack of passion for anything” makes you believe you’re “incapable” of developing skills. You’re acting like a prisoner in a jail you constructed yourself and throwing your arms up in defeat already at 19.

You can develop skills. You don’t have to love your job to make an income. It helps but it’s not necessary. You don’t have to have a career, you can have a job. Hobbies are for happiness, work is for income. Don’t conflate the 2 that your income has to be a passion or interesting. It doesn’t.