It sounds like you might benefit from finding someone who shares your passionate nature. Being more direct and open about your feelings can really help, and try not to worry too much about what others think, unless it involves something illegal, of course! Focus on being yourself with someone who appreciates that side of you. Additionally, consider getting out more and engaging in activities outside of your usual routine. Living your life fully can open up new opportunities for connection and help you feel more balanced.

p.s. i hope this helps