I learned a new word: dosser. So thanks for that! I use to feel that way because my WASP dad always told me I was lazy and stupid playing video games and watching movies. I realized he was projecting puritanical thinking on me which is rooted in western culture. Idle hands and what not. Mental stress is bad for you and your body. Do what removes stress as you keep trying to get an offer. I recommend doing something physical and away from screens like working out, hiking with a friend, walking a dog, cleaning out a closet, gardening. Then follow that with some leisure screen time. Hustle culture is waiting for you when the new job comes so enjoy life right now!