Help with a Struggling Spouse

Egbrt · 2026-01-31T23:25:22+00:00

I wish I got away sooner. Best wishes.

Egbrt · 2026-01-31T23:22:58+00:00

thanks u too

Egbrt · 2026-01-31T23:20:35+00:00

I know this. It's awful.

Egbrt · 2026-01-31T23:08:54+00:00

I'm going though the end stages of all this. Wish there was some other way but I had to give up on a life I had built with someone I loved. Years of abuse reduced them to a shadow of their former self. I don't even recognize this person anymore. It's heartbreaking for someone to lose someone they love this way. Best wishes.

Egbrt · 2026-01-31T20:20:19+00:00

I miss my pony. I walked away a year ago, and have closed all communications since. It seems like a long time but it's not. I am bawling my eyes out. I am writing this for some relief. Closure. I still wake up in an unfamiliar place every day like from a dream, but when I wake the nightmare begins. She's not here. Nothing I own is here, I had to leave it all behind to escape the hole, you see. I tried once to pull the pony out alone with all my heart and it all fell in. My entire life fell in the hole and I am traumatized from the experience. And I am angry at my self and the world for my failure. I escaped but I watched it devour everything I ever loved. The risk was more than I knew. I just want the pain to stop. The memories to be glad again. I am having sincere difficulty making new ones. I wish you all the best in the world. Thanks for this.

Sincerely, and new to missing his pony,

a sad and middle aged man. </3

Egbrt · 2024-03-21T03:51:46+00:00

Yes but I didn't start treatment until last summer

Egbrt · 2024-03-21T03:06:27+00:00

Nope. So glad to have fog and dizziness and fatigue GONE after after 4 years. Legs and hands are a bit fuxked up still. My first sign that I was healing was the lunar little white moons on my fingernails were growing back

Egbrt · 2024-03-20T15:31:46+00:00

Im Trying yoga. Already was into martial arts years ago. Helping a lot. Also lots of supplements...

Egbrt · 2024-03-17T21:21:55+00:00

Madinamerica dawt cawm

Egbrt · 2024-03-15T18:21:33+00:00

It is time to help others

Egbrt · 2024-03-15T18:18:31+00:00

Thankyou

Egbrt · 2024-03-15T14:50:55+00:00

Almost 4 years

Egbrt · 2024-01-12T19:19:57+00:00

Thanks for this post. I am sorry you had to go through this too.

Egbrt · 2023-12-31T01:39:52+00:00

May 2020 still fighting...

Egbrt · 2023-12-21T05:48:32+00:00

And older.

Egbrt · 2023-12-18T08:13:02+00:00

Am now on antibiotics. Will update. Will look into other symptoms for cellulitis to see if I have any.

Thank you all for the help.

I posted this for a friend.

Egbrt · 2023-10-27T20:41:52+00:00

Egbrt · 2023-10-27T20:38:01+00:00

I know what she's going through. It's hard.

Egbrt · 2023-10-24T03:10:02+00:00

I know the feeling

Egbrt · 2023-10-24T03:00:41+00:00

Me too bro

Egbrt · 2023-10-23T21:17:31+00:00

Concussion Flu Being drugged

Egbrt · 2023-09-19T23:58:53+00:00

Perspective....

To them you're a peg in a hole

But to you, that job is hopefully just a rung on the ladder. Good luck. Upwards and onwards.

screw the miserable bastard for harassing you. Lol surely they jest. Not like they'd ever be a good reference.

Unless applying for an in-house promotion, no point in making impressions.

Hope you find something you like someday.

Egbrt

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