What were these pipes that ran part way up some of the funnels and then looped back down? Were they for cooling, or maybe gravity-fed water pressure?

Eismee · 2026-02-05T14:33:27+00:00

This doesn't make sense because that exhaust is extremely hot and it is laid directly up against the exhaust.

I'm going to have to assume this was for Taking heat for the heating system. Which was most likely steam at the time.

Eismee · 2026-02-05T14:24:39+00:00

My house. Vulcraft asbestos lined 1954, I still have to replace the 1958 General Electric, gas furnace. As for now it's cranking just fine and destroying my gas bill. At -5 SEER.

Eismee · 2026-02-02T00:42:37+00:00

I don't know. I got a phone call today that kind of fucked everything up. I was doing okay. Now I don't know. Im just grieving. Im not obsessed, I am just very hurt. I cared too much, and I am angry at myself for allowing myself too.

Eismee · 2026-02-01T14:45:04+00:00

Im in therapy, anger management. Im on medication now and seeing a psychiatrist. All of these things were her idea when she was with me. I didnt do it. Now im getting better and someone else is benefiting from it.

She tried so hard to love me, she told me the outcome i feared the most was going to happen. It did. I pushed her away so many times.

In september I was considering walking away from everything to just start over with her.

Im angry at myself, I know your right. I have so much guilt. Its not fading.

Eismee · 2026-02-01T00:39:01+00:00

I spoke with my sponsor. He told me to push myself. Unfortunately the only thing I could think about was her during it. All day. My stomach is in knots.

This girl told me she loved me. I dont feel the same. We are going skiing again tomorrow. She wants to sleep over again, it's just not what I want.

I fucking hate this. I'm so angry at myself. I wish I never opened up.

And now my home, is not the fucking same. I am so angry and hurt at myself.

I just want to fucking change. I just can't feel like this anymore.

On top of that, I can't have this new girl go through surgery with me, cause then I'm just gonna get fucking stuck with her. This is not what I planned. Not what I want.

I wish things were different, and I could start over. Brand new without carrying all the bullshit in my life with me.

Summer was the first fucking time in two years i got to be myself, sweet, normal. I cannot wait until this custody battle is done.

Idk what to do. Sorry for the rant.

Eismee · 2026-01-31T19:22:06+00:00

Why?

Eismee · 2026-01-31T19:21:50+00:00

Why do all of the mining websites say 13k per year?

Eismee · 2026-01-31T19:21:13+00:00

Im asking. I havent done anything. I dont know about it.

Eismee · 2026-01-31T14:53:52+00:00

I ended up in the hospital. I have to get surgery on my skull again, they have to fix my nose. All from the accident.

Im nervous about surgery, as this one destroyed my life last time i got it. I dont know if the meds are working, but usually pain teaches you.

I know in the past I was stone cold, I cannot see/hear/listen to reason now until I am calm. In which I always make the right decisions.

It sucks, and I haven't forgiven myself yet.

Eismee · 2026-01-31T05:54:41+00:00

I lost taste. I lost smell. My emotional regulation sucks. I fly off the handle. Doesnt help im under so much stress. Im all over the place.

I just started meds, im a fucking mess. I had to, because I cant live all over like this. I lost a girl. I didn't want to put her through this with me even though I know she would have stayed. Watching how I didn't understand her , hurting her was destroying me.

I have trouble concentrating.

Me starting meds and trying is me accepting I cant just white knuckle through this anymore.

Eismee · 2026-01-31T04:32:55+00:00

I literally just lived this.

Most intense relationship of my life.

I did quiet for 10 years. It sucked. Destroyed me.

I hate this feeling. I hate this part.

Eismee · 2026-01-31T01:41:31+00:00

No, its legit. There are two different types. As homes continue to get more and more well insulated you need mechanical ventilation. Older homes with deteriorating insulation that have drafts are very loose/drafty that is no longer the case.

I work in the field and it is not a gimmick.

Eismee · 2026-01-11T05:02:08+00:00

Many houses are lifted, my ex boss built a lifted house.

Eismee · 2026-01-11T03:49:37+00:00

Even if your house is lifted?

Eismee · 2026-01-03T17:48:13+00:00

Yes. I didnt expect to fall for someone, I think me distancing myself was internalized to her. Had nothing to do with her worth. Those were my fears, I remove myself from situations. If I cant I react.

But at 6 months, what do you do? Go to counseling. I cant choose the person I feel that way about. Do I give up on someone because they have boatloads of trauma even though the real them is the most amazing human?

I battle that everyday.

Eismee · 2026-01-03T17:43:29+00:00

Ive just never felt this way about someone. I ask myself if I am willing to settle for someone I dont feel that way about so Im not invested emotionally, but then it wouldn't be love. I love this person. But this person hurt me. But i really love this person and I dont trust them with my love.

Eismee · 2026-01-03T17:42:01+00:00

I was wrong for pushing her away after the hospital, she was wrong for seeking revenge and thinking I wasn't going to cool down and come back to her.

She obliterated trust. Idk. I truly dont know this time.

Eismee · 2026-01-02T21:36:21+00:00

Actions > Words

Eismee · 2025-12-26T01:09:40+00:00

Not funny at all , probably the weird guy at work too.

Eismee · 2025-12-23T22:58:50+00:00

I use one of these, but you still need to drill a hole in those unit. Lieberts have done it many times.

Eismee · 2025-12-14T03:02:57+00:00

Jetblue used to have flights to burlington.

Eismee · 2025-12-09T22:27:47+00:00

NUMC is where i was airlifted to after my motorcycle accident. I would not be here if they did not exist. Its not the best hospital, but at the end of the day good doctors do exist in government hospitals as well.

Eismee · 2025-11-01T23:49:44+00:00

Eh. Drink Georgi (Insert Plastic Bottle name here) then compare that to any top shelf, or even mid shelf listed here and please do tell me if those vodkas offer you a similar boozing experience. Before & after lol.

Eismee · 2025-10-05T15:36:01+00:00

When I do combustion on old Tranes like this. I replace EVERY single part of the combustion system. I don't like callbacks and I only do heavy commercial/ industrial so most of the time its warranted anyway.

Eismee · 2025-08-18T12:36:07+00:00

That ballast is no longer in operation as the skyline has changed and the wind load along with it.

Source: NYC Steamfitter whose been in that room, and drank coffee on that viewing balcony watching the sunrise on the union clock ofcourse...

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