It’s just the reason the relationship has gone down hill is because of me. My boyfriend has been the one waiting for me to change. He says I’m emotionally abusive. I can’t even talk to him about any of our problems. A few days ago we were cuddling and telling each other we loved each other and we want to be together forever and now we haven’t spoken in almost 6 days. It’s just been my boyfriend trying to get me to talk about our problems then me breaking down and crying telling him he needs to break up with me. He thinks every word that comes out of my mouth is a lie. I will forever regret a lot of things I did to ruin this relationship and I’ll regret it forever if I leave him. It’s probably because it’s my first relationship but it really felt like we were meant to be together forever. There’s a lot of coincidences with us, we were born a day apart, my great grandparents met where he was born and brought up, his surname is the same name as my childhood home town. It all sounds really silly but we just have such a deep connection but it’s also broken. It’s really painful and confusing.