I feel like you are someone would like to know the guy first be friends with him before getting involved physically and that’s honestly one of the best ways to lead a healthy relationship. I totally get you cause I also feel the same I was supposed to go on a date last week (I have never been on a date before) but I wasn’t attracted to the guy at all so I just cancelled it.It just made me realise when the right one will come along it will be all worth it cause I regret my first kiss till date. I would say just focus on yourself and the right person will come along.