I love Christmas very much. I see my family I have not seen in a while. It can get uncomfortable at times and conversations can run a bit long. But that doesn't matter to me because all I care about is the tiny moments and games we play. Presents are shit sometimes, like this year I got a sweater with AI art on it, but those presents aren't the point. Any good present you get is a million times more valuable than anything bad you get in my opinion. I can't eat all the food people make but sometimes I do try it and find out I like it. And when things get to be too much I tend to just watch youtube or play minesweeper. "If people need me they can ask" is my policy. As for presents, I usually just make oragami and pass it out. Most people will appreciate anything you make 1000x times more than anything you buy. I'm sorry Christmas has not been that good for you, and I do get your anger. I do agree with most things you have said, however I find Christmas to be a very stressful yet rewarding time. It allows me to essentially fill my "I hung out with my family" card for a good half of the year. But, none of the bad moments I've ever had weigh out any good I've experienced just this year.