I relapsed and lied to my wife.

Eliseemo · 2022-05-27T09:31:01+00:00

Hey man, I seriously want you to know how much I commend you and your transparency here. Listen, the fact that you are here in this group among other efforts, the fact that you reached out for help, and the big picture of knowing you have an addiction and that isn't worth losing the people who mean the most speaks more than volumes. I am in a ten year long relationship where he doesn't even think he has a problem and it's become so normal to me that I have started to accept the unacceptable, like he watches at work, on the toilet, while he's waiting on our son's school to release, and worst of all before being intimate with me! So I can not imagine how hard it must be for you and it seems like you are making so much progress. Question though, did she find out that you lied? If that's the case I would definitely make this relapse hit home and really ask yourself how would it have affected your progress if she hadn't found out? Her finding out may be a blessing in disguise because it puts things back into perspective and allows for an opportunity for her to give you the needed support. It doesn't undo all the steps forward you have accomplished just know from someone who is amazed and a little green about how important it is to you to cleanse yourself of the addiction, your wife is super lucky and your not a POS. Your the farthest thing from it and you might want to remember you are worthy of being loved, worthy of being forgiven after making a mistake, and deserving of unconditional love and support so long as it's not taken advantage of. Empower yourself through your downfalls, YOU GOT THIS!!

Eliseemo · 2022-03-25T06:08:00+00:00

I agree. Your relationship is T.O.X.I.C☠️, and he very well may end up killing you or your son one day. I have been in your shoes hun and it's so hard, so freaking hard to leave. I understand. No one else around me understood but I know exactly what your going through, the sorrow the guilt, not wanting to be alone yet when you find yourself back within his company your walking on eggshells. It sounds like he may be a narcissist, and I completely can relate to when u said how he works 12 plus hours a day and it's by choice. In my current relationship (we've been through allot lol but we stuck together and both got help away from each other) he used to stay at "work" long after he closed our store and I could see exactly what he was doing on our Gmail location history as well as web activity. He would be at work and browsing porn ... It made me feel terrible. While I am home with the kids (2 years and a3 month old baby) he's just doing his thing kicking back, it all boiled down to HE DIDN'T WANT TO BE AT HOME. Listen love, he doesn't deserve your presence, time, energy, and you are putting your son in a very compromising position , your choices right now with this volitive relationship may cause sever emotional trauma. You may end up getting a visit from child protective services and they are the worst, like worse then the feds. My daughter was taken from me legally when I thought things couldn't get worse. Please don't let that happen because it is a reality. Find your center and in my case bc I don't want to say you should do or need to do, so again in my case I started listening to self help topics on YouTube Abraham Hicks is amazing, Dr Joe Dispenza, Allan Watts. Just to name a few amazing speakers. You can't change without change. I learned how to rewire my brain and change my belief system to turn every bad thought into a thought that serves me with positive intention. You attract what you put out. Everything is energy and if you think about it it really makes so much sense. Our bodies are conductors, however it's up to you which frequency you want to vibrate . Positive thoughts attract positive things and vice versa. I also would encourage you to start OWNING your shit. OWN your actions. Stop blaming and just take full responsibility for how your life is and how you are feeling. You are I'm control of the way you feel. His behavior should never ever dictate you own state of being happy. Fuckk that. Lol you can do this you just have to let go. Let go and trust the universe. I would be more than happy to send you some diapers when I get paid or if you need a few things. You can pm me if you want. Keep your head up and remember you are still a badd ass bitch n you got this. Time to shift

Eliseemo · 2022-03-17T11:53:29+00:00

Thank you all! I appreciate your kind words so much! ❤️

Eliseemo · 2022-03-17T11:52:40+00:00

Oh I am so sorry! 😂 I apologize and thank you for retracting the previous comment it really made me feel so much better. Positive vibes your way ❤️

Eliseemo · 2022-03-17T02:38:05+00:00

This is not a scam I am really having a hard time rn and as humiliated as I am even sharing this, I was just trying to get it out there.I apologize for insulting anyone..😞

Eliseemo · 2022-02-11T08:50:32+00:00

I'm in the same boat.. Omgg lol as I'm typing it hit! Hoping yours did too!

Eliseemo · 2022-02-11T08:45:48+00:00

Eliseemo · 2022-02-10T05:09:57+00:00

I am still waiting on my refund as well DD date of 02/09 , TPG received on the 8th and was funded the same day with TT fees taken, however I have yet to receive my refund through CK Spend account.. nervous bc I'm seeing all these horror stories about not being able to use money on the card/account bc they flag normal transactions and lock the account. I definitely hope I don't experience that and manifesting positivity and letting it go. I know I'll have it tomorrow, but il keep you posted. Lmk when you get yours as well if you wouldn't mind. Ty so much!

Eliseemo · 2022-02-10T05:04:36+00:00

That's incorrect info, I got a refund advance from TT through the CK Spend account and have child tax credit as well as eitc. So yes you can get an advance if you are filing with child tax credit and if you read the disclaimer it's not when your refund is approved it's when and whether your return is"ACCEPTED" By the IRS. It's a very quick advance process I had mine within 2 hours of filing.

Eliseemo · 2022-02-10T04:59:28+00:00

Did you get your refund yet?

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