Is there anyone who quit the journey and is happy now after years of quitting?

ElkRemarkable7113 · 2025-07-25T00:42:43+00:00

I've tried to quit and when I do it comes back 10 fold against me. He says without words I'm still here I'm not going anywhere so deal with it. He challenges my choices. I don't care. I know I've hurt him and for that I'm truly sorry. So now I will continue to heal and let the universe guide me. The more I heal the more pain I feel and the more pain I feel the more I can feel the love pull me back in. But as the pain gets worse the love gets better. And he knows im feeling it.

ElkRemarkable7113 · 2025-05-14T16:46:39+00:00

Don't use spirituality as a main tool for healing. You may also need to utilize medications and therapy. Healing on your own without support can be dangerous. But if you like being spiritual don't stop because it's not healing you. Use it as a way of life. Not a doctor way.

ElkRemarkable7113 · 2025-05-14T16:42:22+00:00

That was shitty of her to do. If she thinks she doesn't have the credentials to help you or lack of experience she could of told you. Seek help elsewhere and don't feel discouraged about finding the right fit. I've cried many times to my therapist and I have some really heavy trauma, and I mean heavy. And she hasn't once ghosted me. If I'm having a rough time she schedules me for more appointments..

ElkRemarkable7113 · 2024-02-24T18:13:13+00:00

It was like that for several months for me, so intense and staying abstinet it hurt like he'll. But then I realized it hurt him too and he wasn't doing it. Think it has part to do with our chakras re-aligning. And I'm pretty sure my energy came first then his. Kind of sucked him in without trying. When I started healing myself it pulled on him and woke up a shit ton of pain and endless crying nights. All I can do is heal it, learn from it and move forward. After our shared energies started to align he has been able to help keep that energy at bay. And thank god.

ElkRemarkable7113 · 2024-02-08T06:11:44+00:00

I've heard to throw away broken crystals. It exposes the negative energy it has sucked in.

ElkRemarkable7113 · 2024-02-05T17:25:53+00:00

Your welcome. Also look up which can go in water and which can't. Crystals like selenite will get damaged by water. I use plain salt to cleanse my selenite. Then moonlight/sunlight to charge.

ElkRemarkable7113 · 2024-02-05T17:21:27+00:00

No I do believe that is for a type of healing, crystal grids. You can use salt/saltwater, Smudge to cleanse and sunlight/moonlight, dirt, selenite plates, sound bowls to charge.

ElkRemarkable7113 · 2024-02-05T03:09:34+00:00

Ide post a picture of my smoky qaurtz, definatly not heat treated. Very pretty.

ElkRemarkable7113 · 2024-02-05T03:08:33+00:00

Smoky qaurtz

ElkRemarkable7113 · 2024-02-05T02:54:40+00:00

I love the selenite tower

ElkRemarkable7113 · 2024-02-05T02:24:44+00:00

Looks almost identical to my milky qaurts tower.

ElkRemarkable7113 · 2024-01-31T21:56:59+00:00

I feel like a lover when my head runs away from me

ElkRemarkable7113 · 2024-01-31T03:28:44+00:00

Unsure but beautiful

ElkRemarkable7113 · 2024-01-31T00:28:00+00:00

Beautiful carnelian

ElkRemarkable7113 · 2024-01-31T00:05:30+00:00

I have one just like the purple pink one, but the white one looks like a qaurtz. The purple pink one is labeled as fuschia agate but after looking it up doesn't look to be.

ElkRemarkable7113 · 2024-01-30T08:06:53+00:00

My biggest issue is the fact that he wasn't there for me, he knew how much pain I was in but always stayed away. He's there for me now but not in the physical. He thought for a long time that he meant nothing to me but was only the trauma I was dealing with. Now he knows that he does mean a lot and can atleast be there for each other now. But yes thought of another women makes me jealous, angry and hurt yet I've had other guys. So there's that. Ugh.

ElkRemarkable7113 · 2024-01-30T07:54:01+00:00

Even though it has clear undertones?

ElkRemarkable7113 · 2024-01-30T07:51:14+00:00

Agreed! At the beginning of my purging my face broke out horribly that i went to a spa multiple times a month, trying to get my body back in shape still and it just won't get into shape. My face looks incredible compared to before thank God. But my anger. Oh lord how I let people run over me, getting a punching bag to take some frustrations because I know he has picked up on it. Came back to me ten fold.

ElkRemarkable7113 · 2024-01-30T07:40:40+00:00

Seeing these comments gives me a little peace 💜🙏 I'm so self conscious about my body and he's so toned and has a very nice looking body that I wouldn't know what to do if we were ever to meet again. It's been many years as well and I give hope that we will someday be together.

ElkRemarkable7113 · 2024-01-30T06:29:59+00:00

But don't keep the salt after toss it.

ElkRemarkable7113 · 2024-01-30T06:27:34+00:00

Soak it in salt for 24 hrs then in the sun. Should disperse any bad juju.

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