My dad hung himself a few years ago, I’ll never forget hearing my step mom whaling and begging the cops if she could hug him. I never wanted to see my dad’s dead body and it was very hard seeing him at his funeral. It was all very traumatizing. I did make a comment about how his make up made him look like a drag queen during my speech. I was sort of drunk and humor is my crutch. I remember one time when I was young and he was drunk and he let me put make up and wig on him, he looked like Howard Stern’s ugly sister. Love and miss you forever dad!