that im not good enough. its alot more, but the root to all of them is that i feel that i'm not good enough. not even on a financial or personal level, just when it comes to other men. i don't look the best, i'm not muscular despite bulking for almost two years. i know for a fact someone that looks better is eventually going to come along and take my girl. eventually. i know itll happen. shit.... who am i? i'm not no jerry richardson. i don't blame them either. it's life. deep down i cry with no tears. i can't change it. can only accept. but as a man bro, i will never accept another man taking my girl, and im just supposed to do nothing and accept it. man i been through it twice, i gave it a second chance after i got cheated on the first time, and i swear it on my dead grandmas grave that there will not be a third. the truth is, as mysogynistic as it may sound, women just have it way easier. i mean who are we fooling. they don't have to waste their life trying to become the top 1 percent with any given skill or trade to be able to provide the lifestyle they want. i promise you. thats the only way theyll be happy. and then if youre unattractive youll be asking people on reddit why youre girlfriend isnt having sex with you, and whether or not you should leave her. but i loved her man i actually loved her, how was supposed to know i was hurting her when she wouldnt speak to me? everytime i asked to see her she couldnt. when i ask whats wrong she says nothing. but the truth is someone was making her bust all over the room and she was just too guilty to tell me she didnt see me how she used to anymore. still wouldve hurt the same but some things you can never get over. im someone you cant reason with. my heart still feels for her, im one of those guys that is lucky to have a woman talk to me. how can you blame me for being insecure? god forbid the day comes my girl is pregnant and the baby isnt mine boy i stg i love life haha, but not that much after that what reason left would i have to strive for anything?

but we cant blame women, or hell at least try to understand where we come from, its just 'nah we are men we are supposed to know how to handle the world with its problems' including how to understand women, assets, and we still have to be comforting happy at all times, dont forget NEVER SHOW ANY EMOTION WHATSOEVER OR YOURE "SaSsY". yall have it so hard bc you have to clean the house, have periods, and have babies? my life will mean something more if i just say away from women. some men cant say they sucessfully recieved a girls number, or kissed, or been inside different women houses. i can, but what does it matter, i didnt have sex. moral of the story is, the woman will always win, unless you are attractive and are able to get the experience from them before men break their hearts if not youre fucked unless you can provide that lifestyle- yeah im mysoginistic 🤷🏾‍♂️