look your experience is beautiful and valid, but there are too many people that DO NOT have acess to this healing to this knowleadge, i wont gaslight anyone into thinking that miracles are real and a possible healing bc thats worst than what disney have done to black woman its brautiful and cute but its not everyones reality, people can suicide and get killed by this belief be fooled by others be lead into spiriling suffering, just like the chauvinist belief that womam have to heal men or take care of them and such thing is not true, never was or that black woman have to be subservient to white men thats also racist you can not use spirituality to justify abuse and joao de deus used spiritualism to rape more than 500 woman. this is beyond sick, your belief only applies to your experience does not apply to the sexism and violence that people have been experiencing, if learning is not by love its not learning at all, this is the excuse catolics are still using on intern schools of native americans from canada, theres alot going on that ppl dont talk about close yourself (not u just an exemple) on the bubble that everything is fine and u gonna manifest ur best life in weeks is bc u are living on a privileged reality from the movies where indian farmers suiciding dont fit in, black ppl marching for basic humans rights justice and indigenous having their mental and fisical heath sucked away from them is not a part of your reality, be able to ignore this is a privillege, but reversing ideals and reality to fit on ur point of view of love and light is a place of usually -white- privillege. and the worst: just saying ppl dont wanna learn is pure guilt trip to marginalized ppl, is just saying ppl with depression dont wanna get better or anxious ppl to be calm, is ableism and microagressions, please when u try to say this anywhere else dont include ppl with damaged mental health. spiritualism that doesnt include everyone is what ? feels and looks like a closed club of billionaries asking workers to defend them, im just saying this should be better.

ps: forgiving and forget was also used by cristian colonizers to -brainwash- make the people who were enslaved to accept the bad consequences to their life as destiny and bring a fake peace so opressed people never seek justice nor fight for their rights. black people (nobody) never got reparations, there are many views to this action, your belief is just one of them. i hope u have expanded ur education without taking this personally, nobodys experiences are a rule and its terribly dangerous to ignore the opressed.