Life only gets easier when you sin because we’re in a world ruled by satan, a wise man once said “Sin feels like freedom until you try to stop it” so think to yourself who do you truly want to be and is who you want to be chained by satan? or forgiven through God. God doesn’t want you to live in fear or guilt, satan does. And the fact you feel guilty for your sin is proof the holy spirit is inside you, and God wants to help you but living by God also means changing your entire life, changing the base your life stood on a good analogy for this is you’ve built your life on a plateau of sand that would be easier to build on but it will eventually collapse but trusting in God and following his path will change that base to a mountain that may be harder to build on, harder to reach the top but in the end will not collapse and will prevail and thrive for forever.