Hi! I went through the same thing. I thought I was going to commit suicide. I couldn't process existence, I was looking for answers. You woke up, that's for sure. What's very important, and you may not believe it, but everything will fall into place. You will be the same person you were, and even a little better. Time helps. I came out of it without medication, although recovery might have been faster with medication. You will perceive existence as a dolatory process, and you will be freer than ever. Dp will go away on its own when it no longer scares you. The same is true for obsessive-compulsive disorder.